曾经, 我们是最要好的朋友
曾经,我们无话不谈
曾经,你是像我家人般的存在
曾经在我生命中出现过两个我认为最重要的姐妹
现在双双都互不联系
这几天总回忆起我们的点点滴滴
心里很不是滋味
如果一切可以重来。。
我还是想当你的好朋友 好姐妹
Wednesday 26 November 2014
Wednesday 5 November 2014
You and Me
I remember the moment that he spoon me with porridge when I was sick.
I remember the very first time he hold my hand when we went for a horror movie.
I remember the moment he ran to buy mineral water for me to eat medicine.
I remember our first kiss, first date and first movie.
I also remember our love story at Kampar.
I remember all the good memories between us.
I didn't say it out, but deep inside my heart I always admit that, I have the best boyfriend in the world.
Sometimes, he made me feel so angry about him, but I know he has no choice.
And I won't force him to be my perfect boyfriend, as I'm not a perfect girlfriend though.
Knowing that he will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful.
Baby, I know its my pleasure to meet a good guy like you.
I appreciate everything that you've done for me and may our love last for eternity.
Happy Anniversary. I love you <3
I remember the very first time he hold my hand when we went for a horror movie.
I remember the moment he ran to buy mineral water for me to eat medicine.
I remember our first kiss, first date and first movie.
I also remember our love story at Kampar.
I remember all the good memories between us.
I didn't say it out, but deep inside my heart I always admit that, I have the best boyfriend in the world.
Sometimes, he made me feel so angry about him, but I know he has no choice.
And I won't force him to be my perfect boyfriend, as I'm not a perfect girlfriend though.
Knowing that he will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful.
Baby, I know its my pleasure to meet a good guy like you.
I appreciate everything that you've done for me and may our love last for eternity.
Happy Anniversary. I love you <3
Monday 20 October 2014
Disappointment
I'd been working to make our charity project a success.
CHARITY, maybe we have the different goal.
What charity meant to me is, doing kind things, so we should try our very best to achieve it
I had did whatever I could to make it a success.
Leader should always energetic on the planning of project
If leader doesn't show enthusiasm, how would members feel?
If I were that kind of not really interested in that project, were everyone interested to do it too?
No one has the guts to tell me they don't want to do?
Please lahhh, do you know what is proposal?
Throw in every ideas and then only we decide things that we really want to do after the approval
but, things that not included in the proposal cannot be use.
I don't know throwing every single ideas into the proposal was such a mistake.
You guys gave me more ideas, I've to add it into the proposal, edit it again and again.
Did I complain? 20% for proposal. If you write selling bookmark la selling cookies bla bla bla
interesting?????? I feel like laughing
If you guys have your own leader to work behind me, then don't choose me at the first place.
Its definitely a wrong decision. The one that lead you guys behind should be the leader.
If I'm really your good friend,
you won't working behind like this,
because you know I WILL BE REALLY SAD
obviously you're not my good friend anyway.
If I'm really your good friend,
you wouldn't have abandoned me when come to grouping.
Friend is not having fun together,
and when come to the place that I couldn't benefits you,
YOU ABANDONED ME
Yea, you did.
You guys had made your decision obviously,
and then come and ask for my opinion,
Do I really have a choice?
And then questioned me like I'm a suspect.
I cried hard for the night.
I was in a clinic with my mum,
I had to control my tears, my emotional,
so that my mum wouldn't know what is happening.
I don't know what have I done, until a leader become a suspect then a prison.
The next day everyone don't want to talk with me.
You said I didn't listen to your objection, I really didn't heard any objection on photo shooting stuff.
other than that, yes. I did and I did respond.
but I know I can't simply make decision.
I call for a meeting so that everyone could express what their wants
Ok, great, they post a status in our tutorial group,
kinda like scold me for the meeting as everyone going back, like I know?
question me even after I say yes, I say yes when they ask because I respect all of them.
but seems like, they don't respect me anyway.
Now, I don't see any reason that I should treat you guys nice.
I've told you all before,
if you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll ignore you.
I'm trying my very best to ignore all of you.
If things just getting worse, I'll change class, don't worry! ;)
Forgive but never forget
May god bless you that you won't meet any backstabber in future.
CHARITY, maybe we have the different goal.
What charity meant to me is, doing kind things, so we should try our very best to achieve it
I had did whatever I could to make it a success.
Leader should always energetic on the planning of project
If leader doesn't show enthusiasm, how would members feel?
If I were that kind of not really interested in that project, were everyone interested to do it too?
No one has the guts to tell me they don't want to do?
Please lahhh, do you know what is proposal?
Throw in every ideas and then only we decide things that we really want to do after the approval
but, things that not included in the proposal cannot be use.
I don't know throwing every single ideas into the proposal was such a mistake.
You guys gave me more ideas, I've to add it into the proposal, edit it again and again.
Did I complain? 20% for proposal. If you write selling bookmark la selling cookies bla bla bla
interesting?????? I feel like laughing
If you guys have your own leader to work behind me, then don't choose me at the first place.
Its definitely a wrong decision. The one that lead you guys behind should be the leader.
If I'm really your good friend,
you won't working behind like this,
because you know I WILL BE REALLY SAD
obviously you're not my good friend anyway.
If I'm really your good friend,
you wouldn't have abandoned me when come to grouping.
Friend is not having fun together,
and when come to the place that I couldn't benefits you,
YOU ABANDONED ME
Yea, you did.
You guys had made your decision obviously,
and then come and ask for my opinion,
Do I really have a choice?
And then questioned me like I'm a suspect.
I cried hard for the night.
I was in a clinic with my mum,
I had to control my tears, my emotional,
so that my mum wouldn't know what is happening.
I don't know what have I done, until a leader become a suspect then a prison.
The next day everyone don't want to talk with me.
You said I didn't listen to your objection, I really didn't heard any objection on photo shooting stuff.
other than that, yes. I did and I did respond.
but I know I can't simply make decision.
I call for a meeting so that everyone could express what their wants
Ok, great, they post a status in our tutorial group,
kinda like scold me for the meeting as everyone going back, like I know?
question me even after I say yes, I say yes when they ask because I respect all of them.
but seems like, they don't respect me anyway.
Now, I don't see any reason that I should treat you guys nice.
I've told you all before,
if you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll ignore you.
I'm trying my very best to ignore all of you.
If things just getting worse, I'll change class, don't worry! ;)
Forgive but never forget
May god bless you that you won't meet any backstabber in future.
Monday 13 October 2014
almost 1 year xD
遇见你之前,那是座孤岛,
现在是个幸福小岛 <3
有人爱, 有人疼, 我是幸福的女生!
遇见你是我最幸运、幸福的事
Monday= Dating <3
because of you, Monday no longer blues.
感恩身边的朋友对我的不离不弃,对我的关心爱护~ 爱你们哟~
感谢大哥 把我当妹妹~ xD 对我十分照顾
感谢我college 同学对我极度忍耐、帮助,你们 我缺一不可 xD 全部都是我的~~~ XDDDDD
Miss my friend who stay in Malacca.
chou peng who kiam pa all the time but always the one who willing to help when gets into trouble.
我多年老友,无论多久没见面,感情有增无减,见面时依然像群疯子
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Write in two different languages :p because someone here don't read chinese xD
Tuesday 7 October 2014
沉重的心情
我参了6年的少年军,自问在这期间我贡献了不少
不要求回报 因为很开心有第二个家
我绝望了,
我因为一些原因真的不能够去church
你们对我是不理不睬 不管那好几年的情谊
后来。。。
我知道这个只是一个游戏,
被邀请进去后 又无缘无故被踢出来
那好啊,我也给把你们全部踢出我的生活
在学校,
我还以为跟他们很好,第二个学期可以同组
简直是异想天开
私底下排好组,把我和晶晶抛弃一旁置之不理
还好我早一点知道,可以去请别组收留我们
以后 有什么事情 不要找我
心情是低落到极点
我是压力到 累到 昨天直接垮倒 差点晕倒
星期六、日 忙到疯,计划这个 计划那个
压力大 胃口不好 睡眠差
以后选 leader 别找我了
我不会再做了
就让我当一个 无名小卒吧
我是彻底的失望
不要求回报 因为很开心有第二个家
我绝望了,
我因为一些原因真的不能够去church
你们对我是不理不睬 不管那好几年的情谊
后来。。。
我知道这个只是一个游戏,
被邀请进去后 又无缘无故被踢出来
那好啊,我也给把你们全部踢出我的生活
在学校,
我还以为跟他们很好,第二个学期可以同组
简直是异想天开
私底下排好组,把我和晶晶抛弃一旁置之不理
还好我早一点知道,可以去请别组收留我们
以后 有什么事情 不要找我
心情是低落到极点
我是压力到 累到 昨天直接垮倒 差点晕倒
星期六、日 忙到疯,计划这个 计划那个
压力大 胃口不好 睡眠差
以后选 leader 别找我了
我不会再做了
就让我当一个 无名小卒吧
我是彻底的失望
Thursday 25 September 2014
Semester 2
Time flies, the first week of school just passed with a blink of eye.
I don't even ready for it.
My first thought for MPU subject was bored, unimportant for me and it must be subject that easy to score.
Okay, I was wrong, totally.
It doesn't seems easy now.
Week 1 briefing about those assignments and project.
Week 2 start doing proposal all sort of things.
Week 3 submit proposal.
Week 4 start doing presentation or project.
Week 5 onward, test come one by one as usual.
This semester I don't expect much as I don't want to give myself any pressure yet.
Just hope that this semester I'll work harder than previous semester.
Semester Two seems cool for me.
Short study time and longer revision time for me
although I don't seem like will use that time to study anyway xD
Its only the beginning of semester two, but I've started to feel stress in myself.
I feel breathless for several times, I can't sleep at night.
Every way of getting sleep that I could surf in the net is not helping me.
Its been some sleepless nights these days.
Anyway, nothing to complain about this semester,
nothing bad happen yet lol
I appreciated every single things that I have now.
Family, Love, Friendship
The biggest blessing for a teen, a college student is having a car and drive it to school,
no need to squeeze self into an always-full-bus that drive double the duration of the journey.
Other than that, having a family that always encourage me, telling me that I can make it.
Although it stress me sometime, but it warms me all the time.
The other blessing is having a soul mate that knows me well, love me and care for me.
Answer all my god damn requests, forgive all my nonsense and my bad temper.
Not to forget, friends that always be by my side physically and mentally.
I appreciate my college friends that always help me when I needed helps.
I appreciate every gathering I had with my old friends.
I appreciate every laughter that we shared.
As I said, my attitude is always depends on how you treat me,
If you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll just ignore you and treat you as transparent body.
so, if you found yourself don't like me, just back off
Ahahahahhahahahha xD
That's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! :*
I don't even ready for it.
My first thought for MPU subject was bored, unimportant for me and it must be subject that easy to score.
Okay, I was wrong, totally.
It doesn't seems easy now.
Week 1 briefing about those assignments and project.
Week 2 start doing proposal all sort of things.
Week 3 submit proposal.
Week 4 start doing presentation or project.
Week 5 onward, test come one by one as usual.
This semester I don't expect much as I don't want to give myself any pressure yet.
Just hope that this semester I'll work harder than previous semester.
Semester Two seems cool for me.
Short study time and longer revision time for me
although I don't seem like will use that time to study anyway xD
Its only the beginning of semester two, but I've started to feel stress in myself.
I feel breathless for several times, I can't sleep at night.
Every way of getting sleep that I could surf in the net is not helping me.
Its been some sleepless nights these days.
Anyway, nothing to complain about this semester,
nothing bad happen yet lol
I appreciated every single things that I have now.
Family, Love, Friendship
The biggest blessing for a teen, a college student is having a car and drive it to school,
no need to squeeze self into an always-full-bus that drive double the duration of the journey.
Other than that, having a family that always encourage me, telling me that I can make it.
Although it stress me sometime, but it warms me all the time.
The other blessing is having a soul mate that knows me well, love me and care for me.
Answer all my god damn requests, forgive all my nonsense and my bad temper.
Not to forget, friends that always be by my side physically and mentally.
I appreciate my college friends that always help me when I needed helps.
I appreciate every gathering I had with my old friends.
I appreciate every laughter that we shared.
As I said, my attitude is always depends on how you treat me,
If you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll just ignore you and treat you as transparent body.
so, if you found yourself don't like me, just back off
Ahahahahhahahahha xD
That's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! :*
Thursday 18 September 2014
生日快乐 我对你说
中学最常为寿星做的事情就是不睡觉,等12点一到就马上发送祝贺的信息
然后隔一天问寿星,“谁是第一个发给你的?”
现在想想 好像有些幼稚,谁先发又有什么关系呢?
长大了 才发现 其实心意最重要! 所谓千里送鹅毛,礼轻情意重
今天是姐妹的生日,我们大老远跑到海边玩耍,
本来要建沙堡,最后却pop出一个蛋糕
然后去吃晚餐,到星巴克坐坐聊聊天
这次的庆祝并没有很惊喜,一切都好像意料之中
我觉得重要的是,我们7人一gang能聚在一起为成员庆祝生日,
虽然说今天少了ah kim, 有一点伤心....
可是一切都不错,大家都玩得开心 也很累!
我亲爱的姐妹 Ting Mei Zhuen, 生日快乐!
又老了一岁了,赶快找个好归属 嫁了吧!
然后隔一天问寿星,“谁是第一个发给你的?”
现在想想 好像有些幼稚,谁先发又有什么关系呢?
长大了 才发现 其实心意最重要! 所谓千里送鹅毛,礼轻情意重
今天是姐妹的生日,我们大老远跑到海边玩耍,
本来要建沙堡,最后却pop出一个蛋糕
然后去吃晚餐,到星巴克坐坐聊聊天
这次的庆祝并没有很惊喜,一切都好像意料之中
我觉得重要的是,我们7人一gang能聚在一起为成员庆祝生日,
虽然说今天少了ah kim, 有一点伤心....
可是一切都不错,大家都玩得开心 也很累!
我亲爱的姐妹 Ting Mei Zhuen, 生日快乐!
又老了一岁了,赶快找个好归属 嫁了吧!
生日快乐!! ;)
Official Notice
Mum asked me to study in Penang ever since I graduated from high school, I insist to.
Lastly, as you know, I came back to Penang to study accountancy.
Its like, I should listen to my mum at first, but I know, if I did, I will always regret for not chasing my dream, and
I might not be able to meet him anyway.
Today, the day of result released. I got 3.5
It sounds awesome, I think its awesome too,
but I know I can score even better,
I gave it up the very last min.
I don't really focus on my exam
I don't study well on study week.
Maybe this is the lesson to me,
Don't study too hard at the beginning.
Somehow, the most important thing is,
finally I dare to tell people that,
I AM AN ACCOUNTING STUDENT,
I don't study science anymore.
Lastly, as you know, I came back to Penang to study accountancy.
Its like, I should listen to my mum at first, but I know, if I did, I will always regret for not chasing my dream, and
I might not be able to meet him anyway.
Today, the day of result released. I got 3.5
It sounds awesome, I think its awesome too,
but I know I can score even better,
I gave it up the very last min.
I don't really focus on my exam
I don't study well on study week.
Maybe this is the lesson to me,
Don't study too hard at the beginning.
Somehow, the most important thing is,
finally I dare to tell people that,
I AM AN ACCOUNTING STUDENT,
I don't study science anymore.
Wednesday 10 September 2014
bluekkkkkk :pppp
只因为不想浪费而把有醋的面吃完,
造成了不可收拾的结局
胃痛到眼泪不停的滴下来
生病真的很痛苦!
今天看到他 为了买水给我吃药,跑到气喘喘的样子
觉得很心疼,心里面却有股暖暖的感觉
有人为我而奔波,照顾我的感觉真的很好
有时候 打自己只为了看他生气 心疼的样子
虽然生气又舍不得骂我 只能像小媳妇般 哄我 纠正我
有时候假装生气只为了看他费劲全力来逗我开心的样子
觉得很好笑 可是又得憋着,都快得内伤了!
有时候真的很想每天生病让你来照顾我!! xDD
因为你 很多时候 我都觉得 很幸福! <3
造成了不可收拾的结局
胃痛到眼泪不停的滴下来
生病真的很痛苦!
今天看到他 为了买水给我吃药,跑到气喘喘的样子
觉得很心疼,心里面却有股暖暖的感觉
有人为我而奔波,照顾我的感觉真的很好
有时候 打自己只为了看他生气 心疼的样子
虽然生气又舍不得骂我 只能像小媳妇般 哄我 纠正我
有时候假装生气只为了看他费劲全力来逗我开心的样子
觉得很好笑 可是又得憋着,都快得内伤了!
有时候真的很想每天生病让你来照顾我!! xDD
因为你 很多时候 我都觉得 很幸福! <3
Friday 5 September 2014
Loner's post :x
Waiting is what I have been doing these days..
Waiting not only need patience but love and understanding to do it.
I'm a failed gf, doing this is hard for me but I'm trying.
Trying to forget him, don't want to think about him, find something to do,
make myself busy whole day, I don't text him first, I don't ask him to find me etc
I feel so bored sighsssss :( I dont want to be loner! Helppppppppppp :/
Waiting not only need patience but love and understanding to do it.
I'm a failed gf, doing this is hard for me but I'm trying.
Trying to forget him, don't want to think about him, find something to do,
make myself busy whole day, I don't text him first, I don't ask him to find me etc
I feel so bored sighsssss :( I dont want to be loner! Helppppppppppp :/
Monday 18 August 2014
致情侣
如果交往了却从来没有和对方有未来遐想的,很快就会断了
如果交往了和伴侣一起策划未来却没有付诸行动的,很快就会散了
如果交往了,只是一方一直默默的为未来而付出,很快也会分了
一个伴侣不是用外表或金钱来衡量,至少我不是
一个伴侣也不是用所谓的规则来绑着,这不是爱
一个伴侣更不是用所谓的最低标准来选择,那还不如买只公仔
当你和一个人交往,你就要付责任,尤其是男生,责任重大!
试想,一个女人的容貌、青春是相当有限的,
一交往,就是等于把外来的男生全部挡住,不看,不想,
眼光、心思只放在你身上,如果她把自己交给了你,信任你
你却不珍惜,不负责任,那么那个女的真的是欲哭无泪
而女方的责任不止是挡住外来的诱惑,忠诚于对方,
当然还有体贴,包容还有将心比心
最重要是不要过于戏剧性, 男人不会每次都哄你的
交往了,事情就不一样了,
不能和异性朋友单独出去,
不能和异性朋友太靠近,
不能随便称别人为宝贝
不能和异性朋友搞暧昧,搂搂抱抱的
有很多东西都不可以做了,
也有很多东西是需要交代的,
That's why we called it "commit" into a relationship.
commitment, 如果做不到,真的很难走
不是说好像被绑住了,只是作为你的伴侣,
不可能不好奇你在做什么,在哪里,开心吗?不开心?为什么?
全部只来自于两个字 - “在乎”
当然如果你觉得那些在乎是荒唐的,那只能说你对你另一半没有那一个在乎,
所以你不明白,我只能告诉你,也许你没那么喜欢他
这些事情是不用对方开口说的, 为什么?
因为这是理所当然的事情,
如果把对方放在第一二顺位,
这些事都会自动的
时时牵挂着对方,就算不联系也好
总会在心里留一个位置给他
就算再忙再累再爱睡也好,
也会发一则信息给另一半,
不为什么, 只因为“牵挂”
如果有了另一半,却没有我以上所列出来的,
好好考虑吧,不爱就放手
如果交往了和伴侣一起策划未来却没有付诸行动的,很快就会散了
如果交往了,只是一方一直默默的为未来而付出,很快也会分了
一个伴侣不是用外表或金钱来衡量,至少我不是
一个伴侣也不是用所谓的规则来绑着,这不是爱
一个伴侣更不是用所谓的最低标准来选择,那还不如买只公仔
当你和一个人交往,你就要付责任,尤其是男生,责任重大!
试想,一个女人的容貌、青春是相当有限的,
一交往,就是等于把外来的男生全部挡住,不看,不想,
眼光、心思只放在你身上,如果她把自己交给了你,信任你
你却不珍惜,不负责任,那么那个女的真的是欲哭无泪
而女方的责任不止是挡住外来的诱惑,忠诚于对方,
当然还有体贴,包容还有将心比心
最重要是不要过于戏剧性, 男人不会每次都哄你的
交往了,事情就不一样了,
不能和异性朋友单独出去,
不能和异性朋友太靠近,
不能随便称别人为宝贝
不能和异性朋友搞暧昧,搂搂抱抱的
有很多东西都不可以做了,
也有很多东西是需要交代的,
That's why we called it "commit" into a relationship.
commitment, 如果做不到,真的很难走
不是说好像被绑住了,只是作为你的伴侣,
不可能不好奇你在做什么,在哪里,开心吗?不开心?为什么?
全部只来自于两个字 - “在乎”
当然如果你觉得那些在乎是荒唐的,那只能说你对你另一半没有那一个在乎,
所以你不明白,我只能告诉你,也许你没那么喜欢他
这些事情是不用对方开口说的, 为什么?
因为这是理所当然的事情,
如果把对方放在第一二顺位,
这些事都会自动的
时时牵挂着对方,就算不联系也好
总会在心里留一个位置给他
就算再忙再累再爱睡也好,
也会发一则信息给另一半,
不为什么, 只因为“牵挂”
如果有了另一半,却没有我以上所列出来的,
好好考虑吧,不爱就放手
熊猫
亲爱的,我懂你最近心情不怎么好,我也不知道该怎样安慰你,
只想说,无论你做什么决定,我都会支持的! 4年就好,再忍忍吧
四年就好,努力读书吧! 我们一起努力! 一起共创未来!
你说的,买不到真正的熊猫,你说你要生一个女儿给我,记得,是你生女儿给我! xD
让我把她打扮成熊猫! xDD
只想说,无论你做什么决定,我都会支持的! 4年就好,再忍忍吧
四年就好,努力读书吧! 我们一起努力! 一起共创未来!
你说的,买不到真正的熊猫,你说你要生一个女儿给我,记得,是你生女儿给我! xD
让我把她打扮成熊猫! xDD
好像你们 :p
生个比这一个可爱的女儿给我 :p
看背影就觉得很可爱! <3
还没完呢,请接下去看,
熊猫杯子
熊猫奶杯
熊猫拖鞋
熊猫枕头
熊猫汽车玩具
熊猫纸巾盒
熊猫玩偶
熊猫床
日常用品不能少啦!! xP
P/S 本人在写这篇博客时,兴奋过头,还买了套车车的熊猫呢! xD
Wednesday 6 August 2014
Friday 27 June 2014
27/6/14
以前讲好要skype, 讲好的约定什么都好
我都没有去吵你硬要你做到,我懂你很忙
好几天没讲过话,你却这样....
你不是超人,你很忙,很累我懂
haihhhhhh
我也很累啊
我也不想一直吵你
可是我就是想你啊
你给我的反应,就是我连跟你讲电话的资格都没有
我不知道我应该怎样 我累了
以后如果没有什么事情
我们还是不要联络了
不想让自己觉得自己很贱
你很忙,我也不想再吵你了
Wednesday 18 June 2014
Wednesday 4 June 2014
4/6/2014
昨天胃痛到不行,你说你要请假带我去看专科
结果今天拨电给你时,你说你要去上班了
本来我真的很感动,觉得至少你心里还有我 哈哈
放我鸽子你也从未提早通知,
每次都是我为了你取消了全部节目
还要我问你,你才说你不能出来
那种感觉是怎样?我现在都不敢抱任何希望了
认识我的人都懂,我很讨厌别人放我鸽子
可是对象是你,我可以忍,可是要我忍多久?
那种一场欢喜一场空,还真好玩
和你讲,你告诉我,
你的生活就是睡觉,上班,吃东西,被妈妈监视
你说你什么都不能做
那我是不是要自觉点离开,反正我都没在你的生活圈里
我真的不是一定要每个星期见你,花钱才甘愿
只是信息我也很开心了
可是你扪心自问,
我们交往了那么久,回来了这么久
有哪一次是你主动信息我?
主动久了也会怕,怕我太烦太黏你
觉得自己很贱,干嘛一直烦你?
哈哈哈 要不然连信息也省了
那么,我和你每天插肩而过的女孩
有什么差别?
如果我不喜欢你,我真的不会那么在乎
结果今天拨电给你时,你说你要去上班了
本来我真的很感动,觉得至少你心里还有我 哈哈
放我鸽子你也从未提早通知,
每次都是我为了你取消了全部节目
还要我问你,你才说你不能出来
那种感觉是怎样?我现在都不敢抱任何希望了
认识我的人都懂,我很讨厌别人放我鸽子
可是对象是你,我可以忍,可是要我忍多久?
那种一场欢喜一场空,还真好玩
和你讲,你告诉我,
你的生活就是睡觉,上班,吃东西,被妈妈监视
你说你什么都不能做
那我是不是要自觉点离开,反正我都没在你的生活圈里
我真的不是一定要每个星期见你,花钱才甘愿
只是信息我也很开心了
可是你扪心自问,
我们交往了那么久,回来了这么久
有哪一次是你主动信息我?
主动久了也会怕,怕我太烦太黏你
觉得自己很贱,干嘛一直烦你?
哈哈哈 要不然连信息也省了
那么,我和你每天插肩而过的女孩
有什么差别?
如果我不喜欢你,我真的不会那么在乎
Friday 30 May 2014
原点
新的学期,新的学校,新的同学,新的环境,新的科目,新的老师
一切重新开始,在金宝迷迷糊糊的过了一年,又回到了原点
回到了一开始决定的学校, Tarc Penang.
同学个个小我一岁,由于是新学生,和同学们都还不熟,
有一些甚至连名字都很难去记得,毕竟他们30个人记我1个人的名字,
我1个人得记得30个人的名字,这真是很困难!
小我一岁,思想不同,相比之下,他们的行为较为幼稚,
也有一些很天真,很可爱,很喜欢和她在一起,感觉年轻了1岁 :p
有一些则是很爱利用人, 有车就一直"逼" 你载 -.-
这里的交友圈也很复杂
我很累,不喜欢戏剧化的朋友,
不喜欢虚情假意的朋友
更不喜欢把别人的好当理所当然的朋友
可是偏偏这种人最多
好的,天真的,负责任的,善良的
都可称为频临绝种的人类
在这社会,表现不出色,成绩不优秀,
朋友很难找, 应该说“同学”,
因为他们都不是真心的,称不上是朋友
只是因为成绩而靠近,利用的
为了远离那些爱利用别人的"同学",
我只能不断的交朋友,
把我小学,中学的朋友挖出来
毕竟,和他们这些相处了这么久,
他们才是最真心的人
这是个很累的旅程,
比别人慢上课,每一科的第一课都得自己学,
也没有别人有的基础
一个人要把全部6个科目搞好,
成绩要突出,又不要靠别人
不想被别人看不起,这就是大同学1岁的压力
不是我现实,只是世界变了,
我不变,受伤的永远是我!
一切重新开始,在金宝迷迷糊糊的过了一年,又回到了原点
回到了一开始决定的学校, Tarc Penang.
同学个个小我一岁,由于是新学生,和同学们都还不熟,
有一些甚至连名字都很难去记得,毕竟他们30个人记我1个人的名字,
我1个人得记得30个人的名字,这真是很困难!
小我一岁,思想不同,相比之下,他们的行为较为幼稚,
也有一些很天真,很可爱,很喜欢和她在一起,感觉年轻了1岁 :p
有一些则是很爱利用人, 有车就一直"逼" 你载 -.-
这里的交友圈也很复杂
我很累,不喜欢戏剧化的朋友,
不喜欢虚情假意的朋友
更不喜欢把别人的好当理所当然的朋友
可是偏偏这种人最多
好的,天真的,负责任的,善良的
都可称为频临绝种的人类
在这社会,表现不出色,成绩不优秀,
朋友很难找, 应该说“同学”,
因为他们都不是真心的,称不上是朋友
只是因为成绩而靠近,利用的
为了远离那些爱利用别人的"同学",
我只能不断的交朋友,
把我小学,中学的朋友挖出来
毕竟,和他们这些相处了这么久,
他们才是最真心的人
这是个很累的旅程,
比别人慢上课,每一科的第一课都得自己学,
也没有别人有的基础
一个人要把全部6个科目搞好,
成绩要突出,又不要靠别人
不想被别人看不起,这就是大同学1岁的压力
不是我现实,只是世界变了,
我不变,受伤的永远是我!
Monday 19 May 2014
Friday 16 May 2014
Saturday 10 May 2014
星期日 五月十一日 晴
“走错路不要紧
只要知错了
换条路来走
只要不固执
一切都还来得及
因为这只是开始
你还有很长的路要走”
读不了最最最怕的就是让妈妈和哥哥失望
感谢他们对我笨脑袋的谅解和宽容
虽然浪费了时间与金钱
可是却让我看得更清楚
路该怎么走,也让我看清了朋友
最重要的是 我遇到了很多朋友
有好有坏 懂得判断是敌是友
遇到了两个男人
一个是我最爱的男人,另一个是除了我哥哥以外最好的男人
像我和妈妈讲的,任何美好的事情都需要付出代价
我付出了我的代价 也拿到了我的收获
妈妈刚才问我,幸福是什么?
现在我懂了 幸福是
对过去没有遗憾
对未来却充满希望
只要有人爱,有爱的人
那就足够了
所谓的幸福不过如此而已
只要知错了
换条路来走
只要不固执
一切都还来得及
因为这只是开始
你还有很长的路要走”
读不了最最最怕的就是让妈妈和哥哥失望
感谢他们对我笨脑袋的谅解和宽容
虽然浪费了时间与金钱
可是却让我看得更清楚
路该怎么走,也让我看清了朋友
最重要的是 我遇到了很多朋友
有好有坏 懂得判断是敌是友
遇到了两个男人
一个是我最爱的男人,另一个是除了我哥哥以外最好的男人
像我和妈妈讲的,任何美好的事情都需要付出代价
我付出了我的代价 也拿到了我的收获
妈妈刚才问我,幸福是什么?
现在我懂了 幸福是
对过去没有遗憾
对未来却充满希望
只要有人爱,有爱的人
那就足够了
所谓的幸福不过如此而已
Sunday 4 May 2014
六个月啦
怎么感觉一转眼,咻~~
我们交往六个月了咯!
想当年还为了某人而造成误会
哭哭啼啼 让他在房间外面站了很久
想起来都觉得好笑 xD
快点Anniversary 然后叫他请吃!
宝贝,我们要坚持下去哦!
就算分隔两地 也不可以做出对不起我的事情哦
不准外遇,不准出轨,不准劈腿
不然我喂你吃女性荷尔蒙,挖空你的财产 xD
六个月快乐! <3
我们交往六个月了咯!
想当年还为了某人而造成误会
哭哭啼啼 让他在房间外面站了很久
想起来都觉得好笑 xD
快点Anniversary 然后叫他请吃!
宝贝,我们要坚持下去哦!
就算分隔两地 也不可以做出对不起我的事情哦
不准外遇,不准出轨,不准劈腿
不然我喂你吃女性荷尔蒙,挖空你的财产 xD
六个月快乐! <3
不给你kiss 呆呆!! 吃醋吃醋吃醋!! D:
Saturday 3 May 2014
家长日
Way back to my home. He's invited to have lunch at my house. Here we go. Day where we both back to Penang again.
Captured it when he didn't realized. Nyehehe
While waiting for the food. #Wefie
When both of my love meets together, its awesome
Mum's homemade Jawa Mee, best in the town.
Somebody's smile of victory. He's probably grabbed my mum's heart? :p
Tuesday 29 April 2014
This is it
I'm done with it.
Its time to cut off all those food that will make me fat
No cheese, no sweet drinks, no chocolate top, no ice cream, no junk food, no fast food.
I wanted to start exercise, maybe go for jogging but don't know how to start.
okay lo, now I got some hints from my dagege
That massage master tell me,
no sleep late, no hot bath and must exercise.
Sleep early and wake up early, good for study and my body.
Sounds great, just wanted to have a try.
My whole back bone hurt and its like "tied" together, the way Chinese describe it.
Massage my back bone and legs, it costs me rm30 O.O
I wonder how much I have paid for my weak body? :x
I want lose FAT!!!!!
Its time to cut off all those food that will make me fat
No cheese, no sweet drinks, no chocolate top, no ice cream, no junk food, no fast food.
I wanted to start exercise, maybe go for jogging but don't know how to start.
okay lo, now I got some hints from my dagege
That massage master tell me,
no sleep late, no hot bath and must exercise.
Sleep early and wake up early, good for study and my body.
Sounds great, just wanted to have a try.
My whole back bone hurt and its like "tied" together, the way Chinese describe it.
Massage my back bone and legs, it costs me rm30 O.O
I wonder how much I have paid for my weak body? :x
I want lose FAT!!!!!
Monday 28 April 2014
Semester break
One month of holiday, without freedom, mum will just stop me from going out.
This month gonna be bored, and the thing I hate the most is I can't see him
After semester break, I'm gonna back to Kampar alone, he'll be staying at penang,
I just can't imagine the life after semester break,
imagine no one gonna sing goodnight songs for me.
No one bringing me for supper (keep fit)
No one hug me when I sleep, no one wipe my tears when I cry.
No one for me to cubit, no hug nothing.
No one will watch movie with me,
No one will teach me
No one will take care of me when I'm sick
No one will stand by my side when I got bullied by others.
I'll be missing him all the time.
This month gonna be bored, and the thing I hate the most is I can't see him
After semester break, I'm gonna back to Kampar alone, he'll be staying at penang,
I just can't imagine the life after semester break,
imagine no one gonna sing goodnight songs for me.
No one bringing me for supper (keep fit)
No one hug me when I sleep, no one wipe my tears when I cry.
No one for me to cubit, no hug nothing.
No one will watch movie with me,
No one will teach me
No one will take care of me when I'm sick
No one will stand by my side when I got bullied by others.
I'll be missing him all the time.
Friday 18 April 2014
Life
Finals is just around the corner, 2 days left.
It should be the end of my foundation life if I didn't failed.
Father God, you know my pains
I was sick, I was hurt, I was weak
I've screamed, cried and even tortured myself, I can't face everything that happened around me,
I'd treated people with my true heart but in return, they're liar that only treat me well when they needed me.
Negative stuff happens again and again and it really hit me.
I was once to suicide because of my result, but because of your word I didn't
I think of you my God and the people around me.
I know You will show me the way when there's seems to be no way.
Thank you for the great mother,
kind and wonderful mum I have.
May the God bless her. Stay healthy and happy forever.
Thank you for the hard working brother,
non-stop support me although I've failed him several times.
Working at a foreign country is really hard,
God please keep him safe and healthy.
Thank you for the partner,
no matter hard time or happy time, he accompany me all the way, never leave.
When there's no one with me, he's the one.
It's really hard for me to pick up everything all over again.
It's really hard for me to admit that I've failed my semester two.
Its all face problems.
Now, I faced my own failure, ya I did failed my semester two but it doesn't mean I fail my life, right?
I admit I've absent from church for a long long time, I just don't know how to start with it again.
I don't dare to face God, as I have did so many wrong things since I came here.
I've changed, a lot. To protect myself.
I've once lost hope, but thanks to the brothers and sister from my penang church, my pastors too.
They really concern about me, always update me about church's activities.
Encouragement, greets and prayers from them really warm my heart.
Thank you so much, God bless you all.
Your words inspired me, I feel that I'm alive once again.
Thank you God. Happy Easter to my christian fellow.
Thank you for the cross, thank you for the love
Stay positive. Stay tuned for the new me :)
Tuesday 1 April 2014
Saturday 22 March 2014
Brave time for love
Baby, we both are scared, our future is so confused, no one knows what will happen next,
but we can't just give up without trying.
My brother and sister in law had coupled for roughly 7 years, they never been in the same state or country.
At first, one in KL, one in Penang then one in Bangkok, one in Penang, next one in KL, one in Singapore.
Finally, they got married at 24th November 2011
If they can do it, why not us? Have faith!
Distance may far us apart, but our heart won't simply change.
Don't give up, let us hold hands and continue to write our love story.
Hold hands from young to old until we die
Maybe we will feel lonely, but for our future, we have no choice.
Appreciate it, these few years gonna be your "free time",
after that you gonna spend your whole life time with me.
You will face me everyday until "sien"
Quarrel with me, laugh with me, cry with me, share every single joy with me, build a home with me :)
Although I'm not willing to leave you, but I know for each other good, we got to move on.
As I always told you, "work hard, its not easy to feed me!" Hahaha
"Distance isn't for the fearful, but for the bold"
Baby, I love you :*
but we can't just give up without trying.
My brother and sister in law had coupled for roughly 7 years, they never been in the same state or country.
At first, one in KL, one in Penang then one in Bangkok, one in Penang, next one in KL, one in Singapore.
Finally, they got married at 24th November 2011
If they can do it, why not us? Have faith!
Distance may far us apart, but our heart won't simply change.
Don't give up, let us hold hands and continue to write our love story.
Hold hands from young to old until we die
Maybe we will feel lonely, but for our future, we have no choice.
Appreciate it, these few years gonna be your "free time",
after that you gonna spend your whole life time with me.
You will face me everyday until "sien"
Quarrel with me, laugh with me, cry with me, share every single joy with me, build a home with me :)
Although I'm not willing to leave you, but I know for each other good, we got to move on.
As I always told you, "work hard, its not easy to feed me!" Hahaha
"Distance isn't for the fearful, but for the bold"
Baby, I love you :*
Friday 14 March 2014
My Valentine
我人生中第一个情人节
他给了我很大的惊喜
本来以为会在家睡觉 醒来后再交换礼物
他却宣布 要带我到怡保庆祝! ^.^
去到一间餐厅 Bougainvillea City Cafe, 外观不错, 食物速度挺慢的, 可是我相信慢工出细货
在等的会儿, 学小孩子在本子上涂鸦
被偷拍了! ~~(╯﹏╰)b
这水好喝是好喝 可是太“气”了 舌头“承受”不了
有个电灯泡一直打电话过来问化学报告怎么写? 没事做 乱拍
一边喝水一边讲电话? :P
食物终于来了, 我吃过有史以来最好吃的烤鸭,香脆可口,那种感觉就是不舍得把它吞下喉咙, 拼命的嚼,那浓郁的香味不断的溢出来。意大利面也煮得很好,不油不腻, 味道刚刚好。另外一盘是墨西哥式鸡肉起司煎饼,脆脆的皮加上香嫩的鸡肉和我最爱的起司! 这里可真是我的美食天堂!! 去怡保, 必须来这儿,绝不会后悔!请相信吃货的话! xD
来到了另一间餐厅,JJ Cafe。这里以蛋糕闻名,品尝后,果然名不虚传!
Tiramisu with short bread. 我最爱的蛋糕! 味道充实,和平常在市面吃到的口味有些不同, 他们采用的咖啡较浓郁,也没有市面的那么甜,甜度刚好!
他很迫切的想要吃掉它! 还有这杯Oat Banana Berries, 实在是很解渴, 天气热,又吃甜品,喝这一杯是再适合不过了!
点了再点! DURIAN crepe!!! 又是我喜欢的榴莲,也是我爱的千层蛋糕! 浓郁的榴莲真让我想起在槟城吃榴莲的回忆! 这里的榴莲千层蛋糕绝对是榴莲爱好者的最佳选择!
去到了Station 18, Aeon 乱逛了一天,很饿很累~ 去我的 #Alltimefavourite 享用晚餐!
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\/ 点缀,那可是本小姐的杰作! :P
好啦,是时候回去了,太夜驾车可是很危险的! 一杯 vanilla frappucino 做为今天的句点! :D
可笑
我从未觉得自己如此的可笑
直到他告诉我关于你的面书状态
“我第一次觉得在金宝有家人"
不断告诉自己不要在乎了
我们的姐妹情谊早已一刀两断
可笑的是, 我曾经把你当成自家姐妹
知道你在背后讲坏话,你自杀,
可是未来想请你当结婚伴娘的念头却从未因此而取消
可显得你在我心中的位置还真重! 哈哈哈
不是家人? 是佣人?
不怪你 只怪自己 一厢情愿
"为什么你爬二楼罢了就气喘到酱子?以前你不会酱子的喔"
还不是因为胃痛 不断的吃 肋骨受伤不可以运动
肥了 重了 脚那么小当然喘
我真的后悔
为何交朋友要交那么深
放下吧!往前看吧!
想再多也没用不是吗? 都过去了
只是觉得 我真的很可笑
直到他告诉我关于你的面书状态
“我第一次觉得在金宝有家人"
不断告诉自己不要在乎了
我们的姐妹情谊早已一刀两断
可笑的是, 我曾经把你当成自家姐妹
知道你在背后讲坏话,你自杀,
可是未来想请你当结婚伴娘的念头却从未因此而取消
可显得你在我心中的位置还真重! 哈哈哈
不是家人? 是佣人?
不怪你 只怪自己 一厢情愿
"为什么你爬二楼罢了就气喘到酱子?以前你不会酱子的喔"
还不是因为胃痛 不断的吃 肋骨受伤不可以运动
肥了 重了 脚那么小当然喘
我真的后悔
为何交朋友要交那么深
放下吧!往前看吧!
想再多也没用不是吗? 都过去了
只是觉得 我真的很可笑
Sunday 2 March 2014
Saturday 1 March 2014
2.3.14
曾被六只野狗追过
看到野狗只想躲
别告诉我 站着不动它就不会咬我
当初我也是站着不动它们一边吠一边追着我跑
在我最害怕无助的时候 你把门关上了
笑着出门 哭着回家
庆幸妈妈已睡着
今天不是一个好日子
我不想说话
看到野狗只想躲
别告诉我 站着不动它就不会咬我
当初我也是站着不动它们一边吠一边追着我跑
在我最害怕无助的时候 你把门关上了
笑着出门 哭着回家
庆幸妈妈已睡着
今天不是一个好日子
我不想说话
Saturday 22 February 2014
槟城美食
想念我的家乡
想喝好喝的豆浆 冰凉的爱玉冰 解渴的甘蔗水
想吃酸辣的东炎 清淡的粿条汤 好吃的汉堡
想回家看看 喝妈妈煮的药材汤
最想 吃蛋糕 千层蛋糕 起司蛋糕
Sushi Tei 泡菜乌东
Subaidah 辣死你妈
Lorong Susu 鸡饭
Padang Brown 薄饼
Farlim 辣沙
Harvest Inn 西餐
J&L 蘑菇汤
Ansor Road 炒粿条
Explanade Rojak
Padang Brown 鲜鱼
Chowrasta Market 薄饼贡糖
Transfer Road Roti Canai
Abu Roti Teluk
Perak Road 牛肉面
Chulia Street 云吞面
Ananda Cheese Nam
Jalan Masjid Kapitan Keling Nasi Beratur
Starbucks Vanilla Frapucinno
Siam Road 白咖喱面
Northem Beach 意大利餐
O' Brien 三文治
Big Ben 早餐
Macallum 福建面
Pasar Malam 炸蘑菇
Burma Road Apong Guan
Air Itam 肉骨茶
Pulau Tikus 淋面
Explanade 印度面
Pulau Tikus Lok Lok
Gurney 炫昇拉面
Northem Beach 三层肉沙爹
Pulau Aman 海鲜
Gurney Drive 烧鱼
Gurney Drive 点心
Tg Tokong 小肥羊
Chew Jetty 爱玉冰
Penang Road Chendul
Penang Road Lobak 虾饼
Pits Shop Pancake
还有好多好多美食
已经连续两天没出门 餐餐吃快熟面
这对一个超级吃货是最极端的虐待
再这样下去我会疯掉 T.T
想喝好喝的豆浆 冰凉的爱玉冰 解渴的甘蔗水
想吃酸辣的东炎 清淡的粿条汤 好吃的汉堡
想回家看看 喝妈妈煮的药材汤
最想 吃蛋糕 千层蛋糕 起司蛋糕
Sushi Tei 泡菜乌东
Subaidah 辣死你妈
Lorong Susu 鸡饭
Padang Brown 薄饼
Farlim 辣沙
Harvest Inn 西餐
J&L 蘑菇汤
Ansor Road 炒粿条
Explanade Rojak
Padang Brown 鲜鱼
Chowrasta Market 薄饼贡糖
Transfer Road Roti Canai
Abu Roti Teluk
Perak Road 牛肉面
Chulia Street 云吞面
Ananda Cheese Nam
Jalan Masjid Kapitan Keling Nasi Beratur
Starbucks Vanilla Frapucinno
Siam Road 白咖喱面
Northem Beach 意大利餐
O' Brien 三文治
Big Ben 早餐
Macallum 福建面
Pasar Malam 炸蘑菇
Burma Road Apong Guan
Air Itam 肉骨茶
Pulau Tikus 淋面
Explanade 印度面
Pulau Tikus Lok Lok
Gurney 炫昇拉面
Northem Beach 三层肉沙爹
Pulau Aman 海鲜
Gurney Drive 烧鱼
Gurney Drive 点心
Tg Tokong 小肥羊
Chew Jetty 爱玉冰
Penang Road Chendul
Penang Road Lobak 虾饼
Pits Shop Pancake
还有好多好多美食
已经连续两天没出门 餐餐吃快熟面
这对一个超级吃货是最极端的虐待
再这样下去我会疯掉 T.T
Sunday 16 February 2014
17.02.2014
不再有温暖的问候
我们之间只剩下义务?
就因为无中生有的“爸爸”?
you really make me down,
the sister that you spoon feed from small,
is that ridiculous like what he said?
Trust me is that hard for you ?
我们之间只剩下义务?
就因为无中生有的“爸爸”?
you really make me down,
the sister that you spoon feed from small,
is that ridiculous like what he said?
Trust me is that hard for you ?
Wednesday 12 February 2014
金宝很热! xD
心情不好?天气太热?
裸着上身 梳个欧巴桑头
摊在床上 追韩剧 吃零食
再气 再不爽 也别无他法
老公可以选 可是父亲没得选
他越是挑拨离间 越是羞辱
我就是要活得更好 要更奋斗
终有一天 他会后悔
也终有一天 她会为我而骄傲
裸着上身 梳个欧巴桑头
摊在床上 追韩剧 吃零食
再气 再不爽 也别无他法
老公可以选 可是父亲没得选
他越是挑拨离间 越是羞辱
我就是要活得更好 要更奋斗
终有一天 他会后悔
也终有一天 她会为我而骄傲
煎熬
家人的体谅 信任是我现阶段最需要的
难道我就这么不值得信任?
我真的做错了吗?
当时的好心害死了我自己?
我不明白 你们从小到大都教导我
不可以见死不救 要乐于助人
是这一个社会变冷漠了吗?
还是我还不懂各扫门前雪的道理?
不埋怨她
不埋怨任何人
只埋怨自己
如果当初不那么“好心”
这一切一切都不会发生
家里不会像现在乱成一团
只能说 在这个冷漠的社会
好心被雷劈 因为你太另类了
难道我就这么不值得信任?
我真的做错了吗?
当时的好心害死了我自己?
我不明白 你们从小到大都教导我
不可以见死不救 要乐于助人
是这一个社会变冷漠了吗?
还是我还不懂各扫门前雪的道理?
不埋怨她
不埋怨任何人
只埋怨自己
如果当初不那么“好心”
这一切一切都不会发生
家里不会像现在乱成一团
只能说 在这个冷漠的社会
好心被雷劈 因为你太另类了
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