Wednesday, 26 November 2014

我怎么了? :(

曾经, 我们是最要好的朋友
曾经,我们无话不谈
曾经,你是像我家人般的存在
曾经在我生命中出现过两个我认为最重要的姐妹

现在双双都互不联系
这几天总回忆起我们的点点滴滴
心里很不是滋味

如果一切可以重来。。
我还是想当你的好朋友 好姐妹

Wednesday, 5 November 2014

You and Me

I remember the moment that he spoon me with porridge when I was sick.
I remember the very first time he hold my hand when we went for a horror movie.
I remember the moment he ran to buy mineral water for me to eat medicine.
I remember our first kiss, first date and first movie. 
I also remember our love story at Kampar.
I remember all the good memories between us.

I didn't say it out, but deep inside my heart I always admit that, I have the best boyfriend in the world.
Sometimes, he made me feel so angry about him, but I know he has no choice.
And I won't force him to be my perfect boyfriend, as I'm not a perfect girlfriend though.

Knowing that he will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful.

Baby, I know its my pleasure to meet a good guy like you. 
I appreciate everything that you've done for me and may our love last for eternity.
Happy Anniversary. I love you <3



Monday, 20 October 2014

Disappointment

I'd been working to make our charity project a success.
CHARITY, maybe we have the different goal.
What charity meant to me is, doing kind things, so we should try our very best to achieve it

I had did whatever I could to make it a success.

Leader should always energetic on the planning of project
If leader doesn't show enthusiasm, how would members feel?
If I were that kind of not really interested in that project, were everyone interested to do it too?

No one has the guts to tell me they don't want to do?

Please lahhh, do you know what is proposal?
Throw in every ideas and then only we decide things that we really want to do after the approval
but, things that not included in the proposal cannot be use.
I don't know throwing every single ideas into the proposal was such a mistake.

You guys gave me more ideas, I've to add it into the proposal, edit it again and again.

Did I complain? 20% for proposal. If you write selling bookmark la selling cookies bla bla bla
interesting??????  I feel like laughing

If you guys have your own leader to work behind me, then don't choose me at the first place.

Its definitely a wrong decision. The one that lead you guys behind should be the leader.

If I'm really your good friend, 

you won't working behind like this,
because you know I WILL BE REALLY SAD
obviously you're not my good friend anyway.

If I'm really your good friend, 

you wouldn't have abandoned me when come to grouping.

Friend is not having fun together, 

and when come to the place that I couldn't benefits you, 
YOU ABANDONED ME
Yea, you did.

You guys had made your decision obviously,

and then come and ask for my opinion,
Do I really have a choice?

And then questioned me like I'm a suspect.

I cried hard for the night.
I was in a clinic with my mum, 
I had to control my tears, my emotional,
so that my mum wouldn't know what is happening.

I don't know what have I done, until a leader become a suspect then a prison.

The next day everyone don't want to talk with me.
You said I didn't listen to your objection, I really didn't heard any objection on photo shooting stuff.
other than that, yes. I did and I did respond.
but I know I can't simply make decision.
I call for a meeting so that everyone could express what their wants
Ok, great, they post a status in our tutorial group,
kinda like scold me for the meeting as everyone going back, like I know?
question me even after I say yes, I say yes when they ask because I respect all of them.
but seems like, they don't respect me anyway.

Now, I don't see any reason that I should treat you guys nice.

I've told you all before,
if you treat me well, I'll treat you better, 
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll ignore you.
I'm trying my very best to ignore all of you.
If things just getting worse, I'll change class, don't worry! ;)

Forgive but never forget

May god bless you that you won't meet any backstabber in future.

Monday, 13 October 2014

almost 1 year xD

遇见你之前,那是座孤岛, 
现在是个幸福小岛 <3


有人爱, 有人疼, 我是幸福的女生! 
遇见你是我最幸运、幸福的事

Monday= Dating <3
because of you, Monday no longer blues.

感恩身边的朋友对我的不离不弃,对我的关心爱护~ 爱你们哟~


感谢大哥 把我当妹妹~ xD 对我十分照顾




感谢我college 同学对我极度忍耐、帮助,你们 我缺一不可 xD 全部都是我的~~~ XDDDDD

Miss my friend who stay in Malacca. 

chou peng who kiam pa all the time but always the one who willing to help when gets into trouble.

我多年老友,无论多久没见面,感情有增无减,见面时依然像群疯子

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Write in two different languages :p because someone here don't read chinese xD 


Tuesday, 7 October 2014

沉重的心情

我参了6年的少年军,自问在这期间我贡献了不少
不要求回报 因为很开心有第二个家

我绝望了,
我因为一些原因真的不能够去church
你们对我是不理不睬 不管那好几年的情谊
后来。。。
我知道这个只是一个游戏,
被邀请进去后 又无缘无故被踢出来

那好啊,我也给把你们全部踢出我的生活

在学校,
我还以为跟他们很好,第二个学期可以同组
简直是异想天开

私底下排好组,把我和晶晶抛弃一旁置之不理
还好我早一点知道,可以去请别组收留我们

以后 有什么事情 不要找我
心情是低落到极点

我是压力到 累到 昨天直接垮倒 差点晕倒
星期六、日 忙到疯,计划这个 计划那个
压力大 胃口不好 睡眠差 

以后选 leader 别找我了
我不会再做了
就让我当一个 无名小卒吧

我是彻底的失望


Thursday, 25 September 2014

Semester 2

Time flies, the first week of school just passed with a blink of eye.
I don't even ready for it. 
My first thought for MPU subject was bored, unimportant for me and it must be subject that easy to score.
Okay, I was wrong, totally.
It doesn't seems easy now.
Week 1 briefing about those assignments and project.
Week 2 start doing proposal all sort of things.
Week 3 submit proposal.
Week 4 start doing presentation or project.
Week 5 onward, test come one by one as usual. 

This semester I don't expect much as I don't want to give myself any pressure yet.
Just hope that this semester I'll work harder than previous semester.

Semester Two seems cool for me. 
Short study time and longer revision time for me 
although I don't seem like will use that time to study anyway xD

Its only the beginning of semester two, but I've started to feel stress in myself.
I feel breathless for several times, I can't sleep at night. 
Every way of getting sleep that I could surf in the net is not helping me.
Its been some sleepless nights these days.

Anyway, nothing to complain about this semester, 
nothing bad happen yet lol
I appreciated every single things that I have now.
Family, Love, Friendship

The biggest blessing for a teen, a college student is having a car and drive it to school,
no need to squeeze self into an always-full-bus that drive double the duration of the journey.

Other than that, having a family that always encourage me, telling me that I can make it.
Although it stress me sometime, but it warms me all the time.

The other blessing is having a soul mate that knows me well, love me and care for me.
Answer all my god damn requests, forgive all my nonsense and my bad temper. 

Not to forget, friends that always be by my side physically and mentally.
I appreciate my college friends that always help me when I needed helps.
I appreciate every gathering I had with my old friends.
I appreciate every laughter that we shared.

As I said, my attitude is always depends on how you treat me,
If you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll just ignore you and treat you as transparent body.

so, if you found yourself don't like me, just back off
Ahahahahhahahahha xD
That's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! :*

Thursday, 18 September 2014

生日快乐 我对你说

中学最常为寿星做的事情就是不睡觉,等12点一到就马上发送祝贺的信息
然后隔一天问寿星,“谁是第一个发给你的?”
现在想想 好像有些幼稚,谁先发又有什么关系呢?
长大了 才发现 其实心意最重要! 所谓千里送鹅毛,礼轻情意重

今天是姐妹的生日,我们大老远跑到海边玩耍,
本来要建沙堡,最后却pop出一个蛋糕
然后去吃晚餐,到星巴克坐坐聊聊天
这次的庆祝并没有很惊喜,一切都好像意料之中
我觉得重要的是,我们7人一gang能聚在一起为成员庆祝生日,
虽然说今天少了ah kim, 有一点伤心....
可是一切都不错,大家都玩得开心 也很累!







我亲爱的姐妹 Ting Mei Zhuen, 生日快乐!
又老了一岁了,赶快找个好归属 嫁了吧!

生日快乐!! ;)


Official Notice

Mum asked me to study in Penang ever since I graduated from high school, I insist to.
Lastly, as you know, I came back to Penang to study accountancy. 
Its like, I should listen to my mum at first, but I know, if I did, I will always regret for not chasing my dream, and
I might not be able to meet him anyway.

Today, the day of result released. I got 3.5 
It sounds awesome, I think its awesome too,
but I know I can score even better,
I gave it up the very last min.
I don't really focus on my exam
I don't study well on study week.

Maybe this is the lesson to me, 
Don't study too hard at the beginning.

Somehow, the most important thing is,
finally I dare to tell people that,
I AM AN ACCOUNTING STUDENT,
I don't study science anymore. 

Wednesday, 10 September 2014

bluekkkkkk :pppp

只因为不想浪费而把有醋的面吃完,
造成了不可收拾的结局
胃痛到眼泪不停的滴下来
生病真的很痛苦!

今天看到他 为了买水给我吃药,跑到气喘喘的样子
觉得很心疼,心里面却有股暖暖的感觉
有人为我而奔波,照顾我的感觉真的很好

有时候 打自己只为了看他生气 心疼的样子
虽然生气又舍不得骂我 只能像小媳妇般 哄我 纠正我
有时候假装生气只为了看他费劲全力来逗我开心的样子
觉得很好笑 可是又得憋着,都快得内伤了!
有时候真的很想每天生病让你来照顾我!! xDD

因为你 很多时候 我都觉得 很幸福! <3

Friday, 5 September 2014

Loner's post :x

Waiting is what I have been doing these days..
Waiting not only need patience but love and understanding to do it.
I'm a failed gf, doing this is hard for me but I'm trying.

Trying to forget him, don't want to think about him, find something to do,
make myself busy whole day, I don't text him first, I don't ask him to find me etc
I feel so bored sighsssss :( I dont want to be loner! Helppppppppppp :/

Monday, 18 August 2014

致情侣

如果交往了却从来没有和对方有未来遐想的,很快就会断了
如果交往了和伴侣一起策划未来却没有付诸行动的,很快就会散了
如果交往了,只是一方一直默默的为未来而付出,很快也会分了
 
一个伴侣不是用外表或金钱来衡量,至少我不是
一个伴侣也不是用所谓的规则来绑着,这不是爱
一个伴侣更不是用所谓的最低标准来选择,那还不如买只公仔

当你和一个人交往,你就要付责任,尤其是男生,责任重大!
试想,一个女人的容貌、青春是相当有限的,
一交往,就是等于把外来的男生全部挡住,不看,不想,
眼光、心思只放在你身上,如果她把自己交给了你,信任你
你却不珍惜,不负责任,那么那个女的真的是欲哭无泪
而女方的责任不止是挡住外来的诱惑,忠诚于对方,
当然还有体贴,包容还有将心比心
最重要是不要过于戏剧性, 男人不会每次都哄你的


交往了,事情就不一样了,
不能和异性朋友单独出去,
不能和异性朋友太靠近,
不能随便称别人为宝贝
不能和异性朋友搞暧昧,搂搂抱抱的

有很多东西都不可以做了,
也有很多东西是需要交代的,
That's why we called it "commit" into a relationship.
commitment, 如果做不到,真的很难走
不是说好像被绑住了,只是作为你的伴侣,
不可能不好奇你在做什么,在哪里,开心吗?不开心?为什么?
全部只来自于两个字 - “在乎”
当然如果你觉得那些在乎是荒唐的,那只能说你对你另一半没有那一个在乎,
所以你不明白,我只能告诉你,也许你没那么喜欢他

这些事情是不用对方开口说的, 为什么?
因为这是理所当然的事情,
如果把对方放在第一二顺位,
这些事都会自动的
时时牵挂着对方,就算不联系也好
总会在心里留一个位置给他
就算再忙再累再爱睡也好,
也会发一则信息给另一半,
不为什么, 只因为“牵挂”

如果有了另一半,却没有我以上所列出来的,
好好考虑吧,不爱就放手

熊猫

亲爱的,我懂你最近心情不怎么好,我也不知道该怎样安慰你,
只想说,无论你做什么决定,我都会支持的! 4年就好,再忍忍吧
四年就好,努力读书吧! 我们一起努力! 一起共创未来! 

你说的,买不到真正的熊猫,你说你要生一个女儿给我,记得,是你生女儿给我! xD
让我把她打扮成熊猫! xDD 


 好像你们 :p


 生个比这一个可爱的女儿给我 :p


看背影就觉得很可爱! <3

还没完呢,请接下去看,

 熊猫杯子
 熊猫奶杯
 熊猫拖鞋
 熊猫枕头
 熊猫汽车玩具
 熊猫纸巾盒
 熊猫玩偶
熊猫床

日常用品不能少啦!! xP

P/S 本人在写这篇博客时,兴奋过头,还买了套车车的熊猫呢! xD


Wednesday, 6 August 2014

15

第十五天:
有时候就是想得不够多,才会发生这些事情,才会让自己如此狼狈
再给自己多一些时间,自己舔伤口,毕竟我不想什么事情都和外人说,
有些事情,自己知道就好,毕竟这也是我自找的

Friday, 27 June 2014

27/6/14

以前讲好要skype, 讲好的约定什么都好
我都没有去吵你硬要你做到,我懂你很忙
好几天没讲过话,你却这样....
你不是超人,你很忙,很累我懂

haihhhhhh
我也很累啊
我也不想一直吵你
可是我就是想你啊
你给我的反应,就是我连跟你讲电话的资格都没有
我不知道我应该怎样 我累了

以后如果没有什么事情
我们还是不要联络了
不想让自己觉得自己很贱
你很忙,我也不想再吵你了

Wednesday, 18 June 2014

很多很多的东西只能守在心里,谁都不能讲
有时候闹蹩扭也只能忍,原因是什么也不敢说
只怕到最后是我不想要的结局

我忍 虽然很不开心
除了忍, 我找不到更好的方法 :(



Wednesday, 4 June 2014

4/6/2014

昨天胃痛到不行,你说你要请假带我去看专科
结果今天拨电给你时,你说你要去上班了
本来我真的很感动,觉得至少你心里还有我 哈哈

放我鸽子你也从未提早通知,
每次都是我为了你取消了全部节目
还要我问你,你才说你不能出来
那种感觉是怎样?我现在都不敢抱任何希望了
认识我的人都懂,我很讨厌别人放我鸽子
可是对象是你,我可以忍,可是要我忍多久?
那种一场欢喜一场空,还真好玩

和你讲,你告诉我,
你的生活就是睡觉,上班,吃东西,被妈妈监视
你说你什么都不能做
那我是不是要自觉点离开,反正我都没在你的生活圈里

我真的不是一定要每个星期见你,花钱才甘愿
只是信息我也很开心了
可是你扪心自问,
我们交往了那么久,回来了这么久
有哪一次是你主动信息我?
主动久了也会怕,怕我太烦太黏你
觉得自己很贱,干嘛一直烦你?
哈哈哈 要不然连信息也省了

那么,我和你每天插肩而过的女孩
有什么差别?

如果我不喜欢你,我真的不会那么在乎

Friday, 30 May 2014

原点

 新的学期,新的学校,新的同学,新的环境,新的科目,新的老师
一切重新开始,在金宝迷迷糊糊的过了一年,又回到了原点
回到了一开始决定的学校, Tarc Penang.

同学个个小我一岁,由于是新学生,和同学们都还不熟,

有一些甚至连名字都很难去记得,毕竟他们30个人记我1个人的名字,
我1个人得记得30个人的名字,这真是很困难!

小我一岁,思想不同,相比之下,他们的行为较为幼稚,
也有一些很天真,很可爱,很喜欢和她在一起,感觉年轻了1岁 :p
有一些则是很爱利用人, 有车就一直"逼" 你载 -.-
这里的交友圈也很复杂

我很累,不喜欢戏剧化的朋友,
不喜欢虚情假意的朋友
更不喜欢把别人的好当理所当然的朋友

可是偏偏这种人最多
好的,天真的,负责任的,善良的
都可称为频临绝种的人类

在这社会,表现不出色,成绩不优秀,
朋友很难找, 应该说“同学”, 
因为他们都不是真心的,称不上是朋友 
只是因为成绩而靠近,利用的

为了远离那些爱利用别人的"同学",
我只能不断的交朋友,
把我小学,中学的朋友挖出来
毕竟,和他们这些相处了这么久,
他们才是最真心的人

这是个很累的旅程,
比别人慢上课,每一科的第一课都得自己学,
也没有别人有的基础
一个人要把全部6个科目搞好,
成绩要突出,又不要靠别人
不想被别人看不起,这就是大同学1岁的压力

不是我现实,只是世界变了,
我不变,受伤的永远是我!

Monday, 19 May 2014

不要让我习惯生活中没有你好吗?
一整天可以没有联络,
你似乎也不在乎

也许这就是女的和男的分别

女的黏死人,男的不会
女的烦死人,男的不会

觉得伤心又怎样?
我不是一定要看到你,可是我们就像是陌生人,
除了见面的日子我基本上和你一句话都很难讲
对 做工
那你做你的工

我不想再继续下去了,我觉得够了


Friday, 16 May 2014

"Are you okay?"
no I'm not, at all.

I just need you to be with me,
But obviously you're not

Saturday, 10 May 2014

星期日 五月十一日 晴

“走错路不要紧
只要知错了
换条路来走
只要不固执
一切都还来得及
因为这只是开始
你还有很长的路要走”

读不了最最最怕的就是让妈妈和哥哥失望
感谢他们对我笨脑袋的谅解和宽容

虽然浪费了时间与金钱
可是却让我看得更清楚
路该怎么走,也让我看清了朋友
最重要的是 我遇到了很多朋友
有好有坏 懂得判断是敌是友
遇到了两个男人
一个是我最爱的男人,另一个是除了我哥哥以外最好的男人
像我和妈妈讲的,任何美好的事情都需要付出代价
我付出了我的代价 也拿到了我的收获

妈妈刚才问我,幸福是什么?
现在我懂了 幸福是
对过去没有遗憾
对未来却充满希望
只要有人爱,有爱的人
那就足够了
所谓的幸福不过如此而已




6天啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

以前天天可以看到他,现在他天天做工
不用讲见面,就连说句话都很难
真的真的很想他..
我已经6天没见到他了

甘浚宏 我不管! 你要补偿我~~~~ :(

Friday, 9 May 2014

我又Fail 了,我真的很没用
三个科目也搞不好

金宝再见了

Sunday, 4 May 2014

六个月啦

怎么感觉一转眼,咻~~
我们交往六个月了咯!

想当年还为了某人而造成误会
哭哭啼啼 让他在房间外面站了很久
想起来都觉得好笑 xD

快点Anniversary 然后叫他请吃! 
宝贝,我们要坚持下去哦!
就算分隔两地 也不可以做出对不起我的事情哦
不准外遇,不准出轨,不准劈腿
不然我喂你吃女性荷尔蒙,挖空你的财产 xD

六个月快乐! <3

不给你kiss 呆呆!! 吃醋吃醋吃醋!! D:


Saturday, 3 May 2014

家长日


Way back to my home. He's invited to have lunch at my house. Here we go. Day where we both back to Penang again.
Captured it when he didn't realized. Nyehehe

While waiting for the food. #Wefie
When both of my love meets together, its awesome

Mum's homemade Jawa Mee, best in the town.

Somebody's smile of victory. He's probably grabbed my mum's heart? :p


推拿几天后,整个背后很酸痛,我以为是正常的
隔两天罢了,脊椎骨很痛很痛,背后一大片黑青
痛到实在不能忍只好贴药膏
Sem1 到现在脚都很少抽筋, 推拿后的那个晚上脚抽筋,
脚也变得很容易酸痛
唯一变好的是我的肩膀

真不知该怎么办 :/

Tuesday, 29 April 2014

This is it

I'm done with it.
Its time to cut off all those food that will make me fat
No cheese, no sweet drinks, no chocolate top, no ice cream, no junk food, no fast food.

I wanted to start exercise, maybe go for jogging but don't know how to start.
okay lo, now I got some hints from my dagege

That massage master tell me,
no sleep late, no hot bath and must exercise.
Sleep early and wake up early, good for study and my body.
Sounds great, just wanted to have a try.

My whole back bone hurt and its like "tied" together, the way Chinese describe it.
Massage my back bone and legs, it costs me rm30 O.O
I wonder how much I have paid for my weak body? :x

I want lose FAT!!!!!

Monday, 28 April 2014

Semester break

One month of holiday, without freedom, mum will just stop me from going out.
This month gonna be bored, and the thing I hate the most is I can't see him

After semester break, I'm gonna back to Kampar alone, he'll be staying at penang,
I just can't imagine the life after semester break,
 imagine no one gonna sing goodnight songs for me.
No one bringing me for supper (keep  fit)
No one hug me when I sleep, no one wipe my tears when I cry.
No one for me to cubit, no hug nothing.
No one will watch movie with me,
No one will teach me
No one will take care of me when I'm sick
No one will stand by my side when I got bullied by others.

I'll be missing him all the time.

Friday, 18 April 2014

Life

Finals is just around the corner, 2 days left. 
It should be the end of my foundation life if I didn't failed.
Father God, you know my pains
I was sick, I was hurt, I was weak

I've screamed, cried and even tortured myself, I can't face everything that happened around me,
I'd treated people with my true heart but in return, they're liar that only treat me well when they needed me.
Negative stuff happens again and again and it really hit me.

I was once to suicide because of my result, but because of your word I didn't
I think of you my God and the people around me.
I know You will show me the way when there's seems to be no way.

Thank you for the great mother,
kind and wonderful mum I have.
May the God bless her. Stay healthy and happy forever.

Thank you for the hard working brother,
non-stop support me although I've failed him several times.
Working at a foreign country is really hard,
God please keep him safe and healthy.
Thank you for the partner,
no matter hard time or happy time, he accompany me all the way, never leave.
When  there's no one with me, he's the one. 

It's really hard for me to pick up everything all over again.
It's really hard for me to admit that I've failed my semester two.
Its all face problems. 
Now, I faced my own failure, ya I did failed my semester two but it doesn't mean I fail my life, right?

I admit I've absent from church for a long long time, I just don't know how to start with it again.
I don't dare to face God, as I have did so many wrong things since I came here.
I've changed, a lot. To protect myself.
I've once lost hope, but thanks to the brothers and sister from my penang church, my pastors too.
They really concern about me, always update me about church's activities.
Encouragement, greets and prayers from them really warm my heart.
Thank you so much, God bless you all.


Your words inspired me, I feel that I'm alive once again.
Thank you God. Happy Easter to my christian fellow.
Thank you for the cross, thank you for the love
Stay positive. Stay tuned for the new me :)





Friday, 11 April 2014

Tuesday, 1 April 2014

兔子

致兔子,
我不奢望你记得我的好还是什么
只希望你好好过 不要再想回以前的事情了
你身边已经有好朋友了 就忘记我吧

只是单纯的你请认清谁才是你的朋友
人心险恶 加油!

Saturday, 22 March 2014

Brave time for love

Baby, we both are scared, our future is so confused, no one knows what will happen next,
but we can't just give up without trying.

My brother and sister in law had coupled for roughly 7 years, they never been in the same state or country. 
At first, one in KL, one in Penang then one in Bangkok, one in Penang, next one in KL, one in Singapore.
Finally, they got married at 24th November 2011
If they can do it, why not us? Have faith!

Distance may far us apart, but our heart won't simply change. 
Don't give up, let us hold hands and continue to write our love story.
Hold hands from young to old until we die

Maybe we will feel lonely, but for our future, we have no choice.
Appreciate it, these few years gonna be your "free time", 
after that you gonna spend your whole life time with me.
You will face me everyday until "sien"
Quarrel with me, laugh with me, cry with me, share every single joy with me, build a home with me :)

Although I'm not willing to leave you, but I know for each other good, we got to move on.
As I always told you, "work hard, its not easy to feed me!" Hahaha


"Distance isn't for the fearful, but for the bold"
Baby, I love you :*

Friday, 14 March 2014

My Valentine

我人生中第一个情人节
他给了我很大的惊喜
本来以为会在家睡觉 醒来后再交换礼物
他却宣布 要带我到怡保庆祝! ^.^

去到一间餐厅 Bougainvillea City Cafe, 外观不错, 食物速度挺慢的, 可是我相信慢工出细货


在等的会儿, 学小孩子在本子上涂鸦

 被偷拍了! ~~(╯﹏╰)b

这水好喝是好喝 可是太“气”了 舌头“承受”不了 

有个电灯泡一直打电话过来问化学报告怎么写? 没事做 乱拍
一边喝水一边讲电话? :P

食物终于来了, 我吃过有史以来最好吃的烤鸭,香脆可口,那种感觉就是不舍得把它吞下喉咙, 拼命的嚼,那浓郁的香味不断的溢出来。意大利面也煮得很好,不油不腻, 味道刚刚好。另外一盘是墨西哥式鸡肉起司煎饼,脆脆的皮加上香嫩的鸡肉和我最爱的起司! 这里可真是我的美食天堂!! 去怡保, 必须来这儿,绝不会后悔!请相信吃货的话! xD

来到了另一间餐厅,JJ Cafe。这里以蛋糕闻名,品尝后,果然名不虚传!

Tiramisu with short bread. 我最爱的蛋糕! 味道充实,和平常在市面吃到的口味有些不同, 他们采用的咖啡较浓郁,也没有市面的那么甜,甜度刚好!

他很迫切的想要吃掉它! 还有这杯Oat Banana Berries, 实在是很解渴, 天气热,又吃甜品,喝这一杯是再适合不过了!

点了再点! DURIAN crepe!!! 又是我喜欢的榴莲,也是我爱的千层蛋糕! 浓郁的榴莲真让我想起在槟城吃榴莲的回忆! 这里的榴莲千层蛋糕绝对是榴莲爱好者的最佳选择!

去到了Station 18, Aeon 乱逛了一天,很饿很累~ 去我的 #Alltimefavourite 享用晚餐!

别怀疑,nando's 工作人员并不会因为今天是情人节而特地帮你倒酱并在你的酱料上画个

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    \/ 点缀,那可是本小姐的杰作! :P


好啦,是时候回去了,太夜驾车可是很危险的! 一杯 vanilla frappucino 做为今天的句点! :D

可笑

我从未觉得自己如此的可笑
直到他告诉我关于你的面书状态

“我第一次觉得在金宝有家人"

不断告诉自己不要在乎了
我们的姐妹情谊早已一刀两断

可笑的是, 我曾经把你当成自家姐妹
知道你在背后讲坏话,你自杀,
可是未来想请你当结婚伴娘的念头却从未因此而取消
可显得你在我心中的位置还真重! 哈哈哈

不是家人? 是佣人?
不怪你 只怪自己 一厢情愿

"为什么你爬二楼罢了就气喘到酱子?以前你不会酱子的喔"
还不是因为胃痛 不断的吃 肋骨受伤不可以运动
肥了 重了 脚那么小当然喘

我真的后悔
为何交朋友要交那么深

放下吧!往前看吧!
想再多也没用不是吗? 都过去了

只是觉得 我真的很可笑

Saturday, 1 March 2014

2.3.14

曾被六只野狗追过
看到野狗只想躲
别告诉我 站着不动它就不会咬我
当初我也是站着不动它们一边吠一边追着我跑

在我最害怕无助的时候 你把门关上了

笑着出门 哭着回家
庆幸妈妈已睡着
今天不是一个好日子

我不想说话

Saturday, 22 February 2014

槟城美食

想念我的家乡
想喝好喝的豆浆 冰凉的爱玉冰 解渴的甘蔗水
想吃酸辣的东炎 清淡的粿条汤 好吃的汉堡

想回家看看 喝妈妈煮的药材汤
最想 吃蛋糕 千层蛋糕 起司蛋糕

Sushi Tei 泡菜乌东
Subaidah 辣死你妈
Lorong Susu 鸡饭
Padang Brown 薄饼
Farlim 辣沙
Harvest Inn 西餐
J&L 蘑菇汤
Ansor Road 炒粿条
Explanade Rojak
Padang Brown 鲜鱼
Chowrasta Market 薄饼贡糖
Transfer Road Roti Canai
Abu Roti Teluk
Perak Road 牛肉面
Chulia Street 云吞面
Ananda Cheese Nam
Jalan Masjid Kapitan Keling Nasi Beratur
Starbucks Vanilla Frapucinno
Siam Road 白咖喱面
Northem Beach 意大利餐
O' Brien 三文治
Big Ben 早餐
Macallum 福建面
Pasar Malam 炸蘑菇
Burma Road Apong Guan
Air Itam 肉骨茶
Pulau Tikus 淋面
Explanade 印度面
Pulau Tikus Lok Lok
Gurney 炫昇拉面
Northem Beach 三层肉沙爹
Pulau Aman 海鲜
Gurney Drive 烧鱼
Gurney Drive 点心
Tg Tokong 小肥羊
Chew Jetty 爱玉冰
Penang Road Chendul
Penang Road Lobak 虾饼
Pits Shop Pancake

还有好多好多美食
已经连续两天没出门 餐餐吃快熟面
这对一个超级吃货是最极端的虐待
再这样下去我会疯掉 T.T

Sunday, 16 February 2014

17.02.2014

不再有温暖的问候
我们之间只剩下义务?
就因为无中生有的“爸爸”?

you really make me down,
the sister that you spoon feed from small,
is that ridiculous like what he said?

Trust me is that hard for you ?


Wednesday, 12 February 2014

金宝很热! xD

心情不好?天气太热?
裸着上身  梳个欧巴桑头
摊在床上 追韩剧 吃零食

再气 再不爽 也别无他法
老公可以选 可是父亲没得选

他越是挑拨离间 越是羞辱
我就是要活得更好 要更奋斗

终有一天 他会后悔
也终有一天 她会为我而骄傲


煎熬

家人的体谅 信任是我现阶段最需要的
难道我就这么不值得信任?

我真的做错了吗?
当时的好心害死了我自己?

我不明白 你们从小到大都教导我
不可以见死不救 要乐于助人
是这一个社会变冷漠了吗?
还是我还不懂各扫门前雪的道理?

不埋怨她
不埋怨任何人
只埋怨自己

如果当初不那么“好心”
这一切一切都不会发生
家里不会像现在乱成一团

只能说 在这个冷漠的社会
好心被雷劈 因为你太另类了

Wednesday, 5 February 2014

三个月快乐

不是没有更好的人 只是遇到了你 别人再好我也不要 因为你付出的真心 别人不一定做得到
不是没有人追 只为了你隔绝了所有花花世界的诱惑 因为你是我的唯一追求的
心里已不再奢求更好的、更优秀的
因为你是独特的
没有人能像你一样 每天都让我哭笑不得
在开心时,有你的笑容 你的小玩笑 一起分享欢愉
在伤心时,有你的陪伴,告诉我一切都会没事的
闹脾气时,不管你错我错,一定哄到底,想吃什么做什么 你都会迁就我
谢谢你在我开心不开心的时候都陪伴着我,让我们携手一起继续走下去吧
宝贝 这是条漫长的路途 :)
三个月快乐 <3


Sunday, 2 February 2014

妈妈

我妈妈 不是世界小姐也不是什么富婆
她什么都不是,她只是个有三个孩子的妈妈

一个人不需要太有钱,只要她愿意付出,
我妈妈一个月收入不多,可是她的付出却比有钱爸爸来得多

她省吃俭喝,平时连双好鞋都不舍得买,买双便宜鞋,自己脚痛也不吭声
我只是说鞋子坏了,她就塞两百块给我买鞋,执意要我买双好鞋来穿

为了不让我受苦,每个月偷偷多寄几百块去我的银行户口
自己却生活得十分艰苦, 每天早餐只吃白面包,午餐随便吃,有时候甚至没有吃

心疼我每一次向他伸手要钱就被骂,她告诉我 不要在受委屈
她说,我没有很有钱,可是那点钱我还是可以给你

不愿让我为了学费向人低头,她愿意把她的养老金都拿出来
这样的妈妈,我怎么能不爱她?

很心疼她,看她脸上的皱纹越来越多,手也越来越粗,
我不能做些什么,可是 我祷告
上帝祝福她,赐她健康,让我在未来可以好好的孝顺她
对我而言,
妈妈 是最好的!

Friday, 31 January 2014

邦咯岛之旅

这是我们第一次的旅行:邦咯岛
这次我们的目的是为了放松自己,因为刚过的假期实在是太忙碌了
他家的理发店很多顾客,我家则是赶工制作年饼
三个星期的假期只见得到两次面, 对我们这种天天腻在一起的情侣真的很难 过

好啦,废话少说,来谈谈我们这一次的旅行吧!
首先我们先在 Lumut Jeti 那边搭 Ferry 到 Marina Island, 也就是邦咯岛
我只能说,他到哪里都能睡

之后我们就直接冲到酒店啦,因为当时已经是下午4点钟
去酒店登记放行李再出来玩

这里的Taxi 就是这辆,粉红色的van, 我简直是看傻眼
他们的taxi 很厉害驾车也十分的危险, 在窄小的山路都能 “割车”
所以游客是十分不被推介租车,因为他们的车很旧、恶劣的状态,有些甚至不能刹车

这是我们酒店的夜景啦! 这些三角形的屋子都是给两个人住的,楼下有张双人床,楼上有一个蛮舒适的空间看星星
爬上木楼梯有扇小门,可以看到外面的世界



看得到前面的游泳池! 没有泳衣不可以下水,可是半夜偷偷下水还是没有人懂的 :P

好啦,  参观完毕,出去玩咯!
这次很幸运哦! 一踏出去 走没两步 就看到几只鸟儿在飞,起初还不懂是什么鸟
最后看到布条才懂,原来是犀鸟(hornbill) , 不需去到东马也看得到耶
那里有个很有爱心的老爷爷会喂食这些鸟,时间一到,他就会拿着一篮的香蕉片,准备喂这一些犀鸟,但他都会让那些贪新鲜的旅客去喂,这些犀鸟可不会站在人手上或肩膀上什么的
它们只会飞过吃你手上拿着的香蕉片,当然你必须把手举高
这是我男朋友喂鸟的影片,由于是交配季节,它们都很少出来觅食,所以犀鸟的数量显得很少
犀鸟的喂食时间是 6.30-7.30


喂完这些犀鸟, 也拍够照片了,是时候喂喂我的五脏庙了
由于天色也暗,我们就到附近的 Daddy's Cafe 享用我们的晚餐
这里的最大的特色是它建立在海边,食物是马西合拼,海鲜又很新鲜
虽然说这里的食物都是25马币起跳,可是他们准备的食物绝对值得这个价钱
质量好,份量多 是我对他们最满意的地方

他们在我的鱼排那里添加 Siam Laksa 的改良版酱汁,十分给力
只是美中不足的是,当天人手不足,我们等了整整2个小时才有晚餐吃,饿到不行
那里的灯光也十分不足,如果没有用相机闪光灯拍照,我根本看不到我在吃什么,实在是太暗了,鱼刺又多,真的要很小心的吃!

享用完晚餐,我们就在那里的街边小摊子走走看看,然后就回去休息了
还记得我们买零食回去看电影,结果看到一半我们都睡着了 xD

第二天,
一大清晨,起床吃早餐,这里很特别的是,住客得自己烹煮早餐
他们准备鸡蛋,香肠,面包,一些果酱,香蕉蛋糕,咖啡和茶
用一个小小的平底锅在一个小小的角落烹煮

这是我们一起煮的早餐,看似简单,可是却充满了爱 :D


他似乎对早餐很满意 :D

由于太“早”起床,我们都累了就回房休息,下午才出门
这个时间,饿了的说,看到一档买辣死你妈的档口,还有炸螃蟹,看起来好像挺不错的,
这是个休闲写意的下午哟!

钱不够花,去码头那里提钱,不幸的是,那里三个银行的提款机都被提光了,逼不得已只好回去Lumut 搭的士去提钱,浪费了好多时间,以后旅行得带多一些钱是我们学到的教训。码头那里有好多土产店,那里的咸鱼,江鱼仔是每人必带的手信,因为实在是太便宜了,而且很新鲜!

码头附近有一个档口售卖刚炸好的鱼饼,这和普通我们吃的马来人鱼饼不一样,
这一个鱼饼完完全全没有鱼腥味,也没普通我们吃到的那么硬,又软又有咬劲!

回到了我们住的地方,Teluk Nipah.
Teluk Nipah 的海是最干净的,我男友经常说。
这里的海很漂亮,我是挺想下海玩的,不过经过那次的溺水事件,我再也不敢下海了


又是晚餐时间啦,
这次我们想吃烧鱼,来这里不吃烧鱼真的是太太太太太可惜了!


鱼肉很新鲜扎实,价钱公道,只可惜这一个店面苍蝇非常的多,
我们得一边吃饭挑鱼骨,一边赶苍蝇 ._.

到处走走之后,我们就回去休息了,怎知,整个邦咯岛停电,没想到,这一个停电让我们看见了非常漂亮的星空。邦咯岛本身就少污染再加上整个岛没有灯,那片星空可不是普通的亮啊!
睡不着就出去走走顺便吃宵夜,


这一盘马来式海鲜炒粿条让我十分满意,试想象,我在宵夜时间吃了两盘一模一样的炒粿条,味道十足,真的让我回味无穷!

第三天,吃了早餐,回房收拾我们就离开了。

在离开的之前,老板娘帮我们拍了张照片,也为我们这一次的邦咯岛之旅留下美好的句点 :)
再见,邦咯岛 <3