曾经， 我们是最要好的朋友
曾经，我们无话不谈
曾经，你是像我家人般的存在
曾经在我生命中出现过两个我认为最重要的姐妹
现在双双都互不联系
这几天总回忆起我们的点点滴滴
心里很不是滋味
如果一切可以重来。。
我还是想当你的好朋友 好姐妹
Wednesday 26 November 2014
Wednesday 5 November 2014
You and Me
I remember the moment that he spoon me with porridge when I was sick.
I remember the very first time he hold my hand when we went for a horror movie.
I remember the moment he ran to buy mineral water for me to eat medicine.
I remember our first kiss, first date and first movie.
I also remember our love story at Kampar.
I remember all the good memories between us.
I didn't say it out, but deep inside my heart I always admit that, I have the best boyfriend in the world.
Sometimes, he made me feel so angry about him, but I know he has no choice.
And I won't force him to be my perfect boyfriend, as I'm not a perfect girlfriend though.
Knowing that he will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful.
Baby, I know its my pleasure to meet a good guy like you.
I appreciate everything that you've done for me and may our love last for eternity.
Happy Anniversary. I love you <3
I remember the very first time he hold my hand when we went for a horror movie.
I remember the moment he ran to buy mineral water for me to eat medicine.
I remember our first kiss, first date and first movie.
I also remember our love story at Kampar.
I remember all the good memories between us.
I didn't say it out, but deep inside my heart I always admit that, I have the best boyfriend in the world.
Sometimes, he made me feel so angry about him, but I know he has no choice.
And I won't force him to be my perfect boyfriend, as I'm not a perfect girlfriend though.
Knowing that he will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful.
Baby, I know its my pleasure to meet a good guy like you.
I appreciate everything that you've done for me and may our love last for eternity.
Happy Anniversary. I love you <3
Monday 20 October 2014
Disappointment
I'd been working to make our charity project a success.
CHARITY, maybe we have the different goal.
What charity meant to me is, doing kind things, so we should try our very best to achieve it
I had did whatever I could to make it a success.
Leader should always energetic on the planning of project
If leader doesn't show enthusiasm, how would members feel?
If I were that kind of not really interested in that project, were everyone interested to do it too?
No one has the guts to tell me they don't want to do?
Please lahhh, do you know what is proposal?
Throw in every ideas and then only we decide things that we really want to do after the approval
but, things that not included in the proposal cannot be use.
I don't know throwing every single ideas into the proposal was such a mistake.
You guys gave me more ideas, I've to add it into the proposal, edit it again and again.
Did I complain? 20% for proposal. If you write selling bookmark la selling cookies bla bla bla
interesting?????? I feel like laughing
If you guys have your own leader to work behind me, then don't choose me at the first place.
Its definitely a wrong decision. The one that lead you guys behind should be the leader.
If I'm really your good friend,
you won't working behind like this,
because you know I WILL BE REALLY SAD
obviously you're not my good friend anyway.
If I'm really your good friend,
you wouldn't have abandoned me when come to grouping.
Friend is not having fun together,
and when come to the place that I couldn't benefits you,
YOU ABANDONED ME
Yea, you did.
You guys had made your decision obviously,
and then come and ask for my opinion,
Do I really have a choice?
And then questioned me like I'm a suspect.
I cried hard for the night.
I was in a clinic with my mum,
I had to control my tears, my emotional,
so that my mum wouldn't know what is happening.
I don't know what have I done, until a leader become a suspect then a prison.
The next day everyone don't want to talk with me.
You said I didn't listen to your objection, I really didn't heard any objection on photo shooting stuff.
other than that, yes. I did and I did respond.
but I know I can't simply make decision.
I call for a meeting so that everyone could express what their wants
Ok, great, they post a status in our tutorial group,
kinda like scold me for the meeting as everyone going back, like I know?
question me even after I say yes, I say yes when they ask because I respect all of them.
but seems like, they don't respect me anyway.
Now, I don't see any reason that I should treat you guys nice.
I've told you all before,
if you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll ignore you.
I'm trying my very best to ignore all of you.
If things just getting worse, I'll change class, don't worry! ;)
Forgive but never forget
May god bless you that you won't meet any backstabber in future.
CHARITY, maybe we have the different goal.
What charity meant to me is, doing kind things, so we should try our very best to achieve it
I had did whatever I could to make it a success.
Leader should always energetic on the planning of project
If leader doesn't show enthusiasm, how would members feel?
If I were that kind of not really interested in that project, were everyone interested to do it too?
No one has the guts to tell me they don't want to do?
Please lahhh, do you know what is proposal?
Throw in every ideas and then only we decide things that we really want to do after the approval
but, things that not included in the proposal cannot be use.
I don't know throwing every single ideas into the proposal was such a mistake.
You guys gave me more ideas, I've to add it into the proposal, edit it again and again.
Did I complain? 20% for proposal. If you write selling bookmark la selling cookies bla bla bla
interesting?????? I feel like laughing
If you guys have your own leader to work behind me, then don't choose me at the first place.
Its definitely a wrong decision. The one that lead you guys behind should be the leader.
If I'm really your good friend,
you won't working behind like this,
because you know I WILL BE REALLY SAD
obviously you're not my good friend anyway.
If I'm really your good friend,
you wouldn't have abandoned me when come to grouping.
Friend is not having fun together,
and when come to the place that I couldn't benefits you,
YOU ABANDONED ME
Yea, you did.
You guys had made your decision obviously,
and then come and ask for my opinion,
Do I really have a choice?
And then questioned me like I'm a suspect.
I cried hard for the night.
I was in a clinic with my mum,
I had to control my tears, my emotional,
so that my mum wouldn't know what is happening.
I don't know what have I done, until a leader become a suspect then a prison.
The next day everyone don't want to talk with me.
You said I didn't listen to your objection, I really didn't heard any objection on photo shooting stuff.
other than that, yes. I did and I did respond.
but I know I can't simply make decision.
I call for a meeting so that everyone could express what their wants
Ok, great, they post a status in our tutorial group,
kinda like scold me for the meeting as everyone going back, like I know?
question me even after I say yes, I say yes when they ask because I respect all of them.
but seems like, they don't respect me anyway.
Now, I don't see any reason that I should treat you guys nice.
I've told you all before,
if you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll ignore you.
I'm trying my very best to ignore all of you.
If things just getting worse, I'll change class, don't worry! ;)
Forgive but never forget
May god bless you that you won't meet any backstabber in future.
Monday 13 October 2014
almost 1 year xD
遇见你之前，那是座孤岛,
现在是个幸福小岛 <3
有人爱， 有人疼， 我是幸福的女生！
遇见你是我最幸运、幸福的事
Monday= Dating <3
because of you, Monday no longer blues.
感恩身边的朋友对我的不离不弃，对我的关心爱护~ 爱你们哟~
感谢大哥 把我当妹妹~ xD 对我十分照顾
感谢我college 同学对我极度忍耐、帮助，你们 我缺一不可 xD 全部都是我的~~~ XDDDDD
Miss my friend who stay in Malacca.
chou peng who kiam pa all the time but always the one who willing to help when gets into trouble.
我多年老友，无论多久没见面，感情有增无减，见面时依然像群疯子
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Write in two different languages :p because someone here don't read chinese xD
Tuesday 7 October 2014
沉重的心情
我参了6年的少年军，自问在这期间我贡献了不少
不要求回报 因为很开心有第二个家
我绝望了，
我因为一些原因真的不能够去church
你们对我是不理不睬 不管那好几年的情谊
后来。。。
我知道这个只是一个游戏，
被邀请进去后 又无缘无故被踢出来
那好啊，我也给把你们全部踢出我的生活
在学校，
我还以为跟他们很好，第二个学期可以同组
简直是异想天开
私底下排好组，把我和晶晶抛弃一旁置之不理
还好我早一点知道，可以去请别组收留我们
以后 有什么事情 不要找我
心情是低落到极点
我是压力到 累到 昨天直接垮倒 差点晕倒
星期六、日 忙到疯，计划这个 计划那个
压力大 胃口不好 睡眠差
以后选 leader 别找我了
我不会再做了
就让我当一个 无名小卒吧
我是彻底的失望
不要求回报 因为很开心有第二个家
我绝望了，
我因为一些原因真的不能够去church
你们对我是不理不睬 不管那好几年的情谊
后来。。。
我知道这个只是一个游戏，
被邀请进去后 又无缘无故被踢出来
那好啊，我也给把你们全部踢出我的生活
在学校，
我还以为跟他们很好，第二个学期可以同组
简直是异想天开
私底下排好组，把我和晶晶抛弃一旁置之不理
还好我早一点知道，可以去请别组收留我们
以后 有什么事情 不要找我
心情是低落到极点
我是压力到 累到 昨天直接垮倒 差点晕倒
星期六、日 忙到疯，计划这个 计划那个
压力大 胃口不好 睡眠差
以后选 leader 别找我了
我不会再做了
就让我当一个 无名小卒吧
我是彻底的失望
Thursday 25 September 2014
Semester 2
Time flies, the first week of school just passed with a blink of eye.
I don't even ready for it.
My first thought for MPU subject was bored, unimportant for me and it must be subject that easy to score.
Okay, I was wrong, totally.
It doesn't seems easy now.
Week 1 briefing about those assignments and project.
Week 2 start doing proposal all sort of things.
Week 3 submit proposal.
Week 4 start doing presentation or project.
Week 5 onward, test come one by one as usual.
This semester I don't expect much as I don't want to give myself any pressure yet.
Just hope that this semester I'll work harder than previous semester.
Semester Two seems cool for me.
Short study time and longer revision time for me
although I don't seem like will use that time to study anyway xD
Its only the beginning of semester two, but I've started to feel stress in myself.
I feel breathless for several times, I can't sleep at night.
Every way of getting sleep that I could surf in the net is not helping me.
Its been some sleepless nights these days.
Anyway, nothing to complain about this semester,
nothing bad happen yet lol
I appreciated every single things that I have now.
Family, Love, Friendship
The biggest blessing for a teen, a college student is having a car and drive it to school,
no need to squeeze self into an always-full-bus that drive double the duration of the journey.
Other than that, having a family that always encourage me, telling me that I can make it.
Although it stress me sometime, but it warms me all the time.
The other blessing is having a soul mate that knows me well, love me and care for me.
Answer all my god damn requests, forgive all my nonsense and my bad temper.
Not to forget, friends that always be by my side physically and mentally.
I appreciate my college friends that always help me when I needed helps.
I appreciate every gathering I had with my old friends.
I appreciate every laughter that we shared.
As I said, my attitude is always depends on how you treat me,
If you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll just ignore you and treat you as transparent body.
so, if you found yourself don't like me, just back off
Ahahahahhahahahha xD
That's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! :*
I don't even ready for it.
My first thought for MPU subject was bored, unimportant for me and it must be subject that easy to score.
Okay, I was wrong, totally.
It doesn't seems easy now.
Week 1 briefing about those assignments and project.
Week 2 start doing proposal all sort of things.
Week 3 submit proposal.
Week 4 start doing presentation or project.
Week 5 onward, test come one by one as usual.
This semester I don't expect much as I don't want to give myself any pressure yet.
Just hope that this semester I'll work harder than previous semester.
Semester Two seems cool for me.
Short study time and longer revision time for me
although I don't seem like will use that time to study anyway xD
Its only the beginning of semester two, but I've started to feel stress in myself.
I feel breathless for several times, I can't sleep at night.
Every way of getting sleep that I could surf in the net is not helping me.
Its been some sleepless nights these days.
Anyway, nothing to complain about this semester,
nothing bad happen yet lol
I appreciated every single things that I have now.
Family, Love, Friendship
The biggest blessing for a teen, a college student is having a car and drive it to school,
no need to squeeze self into an always-full-bus that drive double the duration of the journey.
Other than that, having a family that always encourage me, telling me that I can make it.
Although it stress me sometime, but it warms me all the time.
The other blessing is having a soul mate that knows me well, love me and care for me.
Answer all my god damn requests, forgive all my nonsense and my bad temper.
Not to forget, friends that always be by my side physically and mentally.
I appreciate my college friends that always help me when I needed helps.
I appreciate every gathering I had with my old friends.
I appreciate every laughter that we shared.
As I said, my attitude is always depends on how you treat me,
If you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll just ignore you and treat you as transparent body.
so, if you found yourself don't like me, just back off
Ahahahahhahahahha xD
That's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! :*
Thursday 18 September 2014
生日快乐 我对你说
中学最常为寿星做的事情就是不睡觉，等12点一到就马上发送祝贺的信息
然后隔一天问寿星，“谁是第一个发给你的？”
现在想想 好像有些幼稚，谁先发又有什么关系呢？
长大了 才发现 其实心意最重要! 所谓千里送鹅毛，礼轻情意重
今天是姐妹的生日，我们大老远跑到海边玩耍，
本来要建沙堡，最后却pop出一个蛋糕
然后去吃晚餐，到星巴克坐坐聊聊天
这次的庆祝并没有很惊喜，一切都好像意料之中
我觉得重要的是，我们7人一gang能聚在一起为成员庆祝生日，
虽然说今天少了ah kim, 有一点伤心....
可是一切都不错，大家都玩得开心 也很累!
我亲爱的姐妹 Ting Mei Zhuen, 生日快乐!
又老了一岁了，赶快找个好归属 嫁了吧!
然后隔一天问寿星，“谁是第一个发给你的？”
现在想想 好像有些幼稚，谁先发又有什么关系呢？
长大了 才发现 其实心意最重要! 所谓千里送鹅毛，礼轻情意重
今天是姐妹的生日，我们大老远跑到海边玩耍，
本来要建沙堡，最后却pop出一个蛋糕
然后去吃晚餐，到星巴克坐坐聊聊天
这次的庆祝并没有很惊喜，一切都好像意料之中
我觉得重要的是，我们7人一gang能聚在一起为成员庆祝生日，
虽然说今天少了ah kim, 有一点伤心....
可是一切都不错，大家都玩得开心 也很累!
我亲爱的姐妹 Ting Mei Zhuen, 生日快乐!
又老了一岁了，赶快找个好归属 嫁了吧!
生日快乐!! ;)
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