起司蛋糕

六年从未吃过secret recipe 的起司蛋糕
因为那是您以往都会买的生日蛋糕
那是一段美好的时光
你会买最好的蛋糕，带我去吃最好美味晚餐
还记得您的笑脸
现在 一切都变了
再也没有起司蛋糕
也没有为我准备蛋糕的爸爸
我想你了
可惜我们都回不去当年
你已经不是你 我也不是您捧在手心的公主了

21。01。14

对不起 我又哭了
只因缺乏安全感
看了那么多分分离离，心里很是害怕
不是对你没有信心，而是怕自己气走了你

不想看你担心难过
可是却总是那么的任性
担心害怕的事情有太多太多
对着你，我一句都不敢说

我不想带给你负担

假期

好不容易 一个学期又过去了
还以为回到家里可以至少放下一些肩膀上的重担
结果 回到这里 每一天都得赶着做年饼
生活过得颤颤兢兢的
每天做饼做到12点，隔一天如果10点没起床就被咒骂
我讨厌假期 烦死了

新年快乐

新年快乐! 旧的一年过去了，在这新的一年，我不敢保证我会变得更好，可是变得更瘦是一定要的! 哈哈
2013 年最后一天去倒数是我人生中的第一次也是有男友伴我度过第一个倒数。。
虽然我们回来槟城后很难相见，但这也让我更加珍惜我们在一起的每一分每一刻
听说陪你在13年跨年的人很特别，因为他是陪你1314 的人。。
他 是我想要度过一生一世的人 <3

Bitch

Oh yea you hurt me damn bad bitch!
I treat you like my own sister but you treated me like shit
I always offer you helps and I never ask for return
but it doesn't mean that you can take it as granted

I'm really disappointed..
I thought I've touched you and you will change
After you read the letter that I've written to you
You promised me you will change but you didn't
Things just go worse after that incident
Our friendship is like broken mirror that never gonna be repaired.
I don't expect much, I don't need any return from you..
I just wish that you could change your attitude.

Did you ever think properly?
Why those friends that you have at first have all leave you alone?
Have you ever think?
Is it your own attitude problem or you consider it as others' problem?

When one saying you're wrong maybe he or she might be wrong
but when everyone around you saying you're wrong
It must be a truth

I have lost hope on you
We're not going back to those old time
I will not treat you as enemy as its not worth for me to think about you anymore
Just, I had learned a good lesson from you
Never treat a person with all your heart even you assume he or she is your best friend
because our assumption is an illusion
Its a hypothesis and we can only proof it at the end

I will not trust anyone so easily anymore.
I will not care about you anymore
So just fucking get out of my life
I'm fed up of trying to approach you
I'm mad on you because you're such a fucking duplex people
Talk goods in front of me but talk bads behind me
I'm enough of your drama
If can I really hope I don't have to fake smile to you anymore
It's tiring!

晴 十二月十九日

发觉自己越来越爱烹饪
把原本普通的食材变成美味可口的食物
我真的很享受那一个过程

高四时，开始学习化学
从不懂 感兴趣 到喜欢上它
可是却发现自己其实不够能力
想要考好这一科 却办不到

现在的坚持只为了老师的一句话
“如果别人能，你也一定能”
老师 谢谢您!
是你的一句话让我坚持下来

虽然已决定坚持下去
可 心里还是惦记着烹饪那一科
很羡慕那些可以去学烹饪的朋友

搞清楚真相后 我真的真的不想面对
原来我 让你们勉强了
原来 你后悔了？

只有我一个人觉得很幸福吗?
原来 没有早一点 是这一个原因
我一直以来都是你的 问题
对不起