This is it

I'm done with it.
Its time to cut off all those food that will make me fat
No cheese, no sweet drinks, no chocolate top, no ice cream, no junk food, no fast food.

I wanted to start exercise, maybe go for jogging but don't know how to start.
okay lo, now I got some hints from my dagege

That massage master tell me,
no sleep late, no hot bath and must exercise.
Sleep early and wake up early, good for study and my body.
Sounds great, just wanted to have a try.

My whole back bone hurt and its like "tied" together, the way Chinese describe it.
Massage my back bone and legs, it costs me rm30 O.O
I wonder how much I have paid for my weak body? :x

I want lose FAT!!!!!

Semester break

One month of holiday, without freedom, mum will just stop me from going out.
This month gonna be bored, and the thing I hate the most is I can't see him

After semester break, I'm gonna back to Kampar alone, he'll be staying at penang,
I just can't imagine the life after semester break,
 imagine no one gonna sing goodnight songs for me.
No one bringing me for supper (keep  fit)
No one hug me when I sleep, no one wipe my tears when I cry.
No one for me to cubit, no hug nothing.
No one will watch movie with me,
No one will teach me
No one will take care of me when I'm sick
No one will stand by my side when I got bullied by others.

I'll be missing him all the time.

Life

Finals is just around the corner, 2 days left. 

It should be the end of my foundation life if I didn't failed.

Father God, you know my pains

I was sick, I was hurt, I was weak

I've screamed, cried and even tortured myself, I can't face everything that happened around me,

I'd treated people with my true heart but in return, they're liar that only treat me well when they needed me.

Negative stuff happens again and again and it really hit me.

I was once to suicide because of my result, but because of your word I didn't

I think of you my God and the people around me.

I know You will show me the way when there's seems to be no way.

Thank you for the great mother,

kind and wonderful mum I have.

May the God bless her. Stay healthy and happy forever.

Thank you for the hard working brother,

non-stop support me although I've failed him several times.

Working at a foreign country is really hard,

God please keep him safe and healthy.

Thank you for the partner,

no matter hard time or happy time, he accompany me all the way, never leave.

When  there's no one with me, he's the one. 

It's really hard for me to pick up everything all over again.

It's really hard for me to admit that I've failed my semester two.

Its all face problems. 

Now, I faced my own failure, ya I did failed my semester two but it doesn't mean I fail my life, right?

I admit I've absent from church for a long long time, I just don't know how to start with it again.

I don't dare to face God, as I have did so many wrong things since I came here.

I've changed, a lot. To protect myself.

I've once lost hope, but thanks to the brothers and sister from my penang church, my pastors too.

They really concern about me, always update me about church's activities.

Encouragement, greets and prayers from them really warm my heart.

Thank you so much, God bless you all.

Your words inspired me, I feel that I'm alive once again.

Thank you God. Happy Easter to my christian fellow.

Thank you for the cross, thank you for the love

Stay positive. Stay tuned for the new me :)

一句我很忙
我似乎失去了过问的资格

兔子

致兔子，

我不奢望你记得我的好还是什么

只希望你好好过 不要再想回以前的事情了

你身边已经有好朋友了 就忘记我吧

只是单纯的你请认清谁才是你的朋友

人心险恶 加油!

Brave time for love

Baby, we both are scared, our future is so confused, no one knows what will happen next,
but we can't just give up without trying.

My brother and sister in law had coupled for roughly 7 years, they never been in the same state or country. 
At first, one in KL, one in Penang then one in Bangkok, one in Penang, next one in KL, one in Singapore.
Finally, they got married at 24th November 2011
If they can do it, why not us? Have faith!

Distance may far us apart, but our heart won't simply change. 
Don't give up, let us hold hands and continue to write our love story.
Hold hands from young to old until we die

Maybe we will feel lonely, but for our future, we have no choice.
Appreciate it, these few years gonna be your "free time", 
after that you gonna spend your whole life time with me.
You will face me everyday until "sien"
Quarrel with me, laugh with me, cry with me, share every single joy with me, build a home with me :)

Although I'm not willing to leave you, but I know for each other good, we got to move on.
As I always told you, "work hard, its not easy to feed me!" Hahaha


"Distance isn't for the fearful, but for the bold"
Baby, I love you :*

My Valentine

我人生中第一个情人节

他给了我很大的惊喜

本来以为会在家睡觉 醒来后再交换礼物

他却宣布 要带我到怡保庆祝! ^.^

去到一间餐厅 Bougainvillea City Cafe, 外观不错， 食物速度挺慢的， 可是我相信慢工出细货

在等的会儿， 学小孩子在本子上涂鸦

 被偷拍了! ~~(╯﹏╰)b

这水好喝是好喝 可是太“气”了 舌头“承受”不了 

有个电灯泡一直打电话过来问化学报告怎么写？ 没事做 乱拍

一边喝水一边讲电话？ :P

食物终于来了， 我吃过有史以来最好吃的烤鸭，香脆可口，那种感觉就是不舍得把它吞下喉咙， 拼命的嚼，那浓郁的香味不断的溢出来。意大利面也煮得很好，不油不腻， 味道刚刚好。另外一盘是墨西哥式鸡肉起司煎饼，脆脆的皮加上香嫩的鸡肉和我最爱的起司! 这里可真是我的美食天堂!! 去怡保， 必须来这儿，绝不会后悔！请相信吃货的话! xD

来到了另一间餐厅，JJ Cafe。这里以蛋糕闻名，品尝后，果然名不虚传!

Tiramisu with short bread. 我最爱的蛋糕! 味道充实，和平常在市面吃到的口味有些不同， 他们采用的咖啡较浓郁，也没有市面的那么甜，甜度刚好!

他很迫切的想要吃掉它! 还有这杯Oat Banana Berries, 实在是很解渴， 天气热，又吃甜品，喝这一杯是再适合不过了!

点了再点! DURIAN crepe!!! 又是我喜欢的榴莲，也是我爱的千层蛋糕! 浓郁的榴莲真让我想起在槟城吃榴莲的回忆! 这里的榴莲千层蛋糕绝对是榴莲爱好者的最佳选择!

去到了Station 18, Aeon 乱逛了一天，很饿很累~ 去我的 #Alltimefavourite 享用晚餐!

别怀疑，nando's 工作人员并不会因为今天是情人节而特地帮你倒酱并在你的酱料上画个

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    ＼／ 点缀，那可是本小姐的杰作! :P

好啦，是时候回去了，太夜驾车可是很危险的! 一杯 vanilla frappucino 做为今天的句点! :D