Semester 2

Time flies, the first week of school just passed with a blink of eye.
I don't even ready for it. 
My first thought for MPU subject was bored, unimportant for me and it must be subject that easy to score.
Okay, I was wrong, totally.
It doesn't seems easy now.
Week 1 briefing about those assignments and project.
Week 2 start doing proposal all sort of things.
Week 3 submit proposal.
Week 4 start doing presentation or project.
Week 5 onward, test come one by one as usual. 

This semester I don't expect much as I don't want to give myself any pressure yet.
Just hope that this semester I'll work harder than previous semester.

Semester Two seems cool for me. 
Short study time and longer revision time for me 
although I don't seem like will use that time to study anyway xD

Its only the beginning of semester two, but I've started to feel stress in myself.
I feel breathless for several times, I can't sleep at night. 
Every way of getting sleep that I could surf in the net is not helping me.
Its been some sleepless nights these days.

Anyway, nothing to complain about this semester, 
nothing bad happen yet lol
I appreciated every single things that I have now.
Family, Love, Friendship

The biggest blessing for a teen, a college student is having a car and drive it to school,
no need to squeeze self into an always-full-bus that drive double the duration of the journey.

Other than that, having a family that always encourage me, telling me that I can make it.
Although it stress me sometime, but it warms me all the time.

The other blessing is having a soul mate that knows me well, love me and care for me.
Answer all my god damn requests, forgive all my nonsense and my bad temper. 

Not to forget, friends that always be by my side physically and mentally.
I appreciate my college friends that always help me when I needed helps.
I appreciate every gathering I had with my old friends.
I appreciate every laughter that we shared.

As I said, my attitude is always depends on how you treat me,
If you treat me well, I'll treat you better,
but if you talk bad behind me, I'll just ignore you and treat you as transparent body.

so, if you found yourself don't like me, just back off
Ahahahahhahahahha xD
That's all for today. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee! :*

生日快乐 我对你说

中学最常为寿星做的事情就是不睡觉，等12点一到就马上发送祝贺的信息
然后隔一天问寿星，“谁是第一个发给你的？”
现在想想 好像有些幼稚，谁先发又有什么关系呢？
长大了 才发现 其实心意最重要! 所谓千里送鹅毛，礼轻情意重

今天是姐妹的生日，我们大老远跑到海边玩耍，
本来要建沙堡，最后却pop出一个蛋糕
然后去吃晚餐，到星巴克坐坐聊聊天
这次的庆祝并没有很惊喜，一切都好像意料之中
我觉得重要的是，我们7人一gang能聚在一起为成员庆祝生日，
虽然说今天少了ah kim, 有一点伤心....
可是一切都不错，大家都玩得开心 也很累!

我亲爱的姐妹 Ting Mei Zhuen, 生日快乐!
又老了一岁了，赶快找个好归属 嫁了吧!

生日快乐!! ;)

Official Notice

Mum asked me to study in Penang ever since I graduated from high school, I insist to.
Lastly, as you know, I came back to Penang to study accountancy. 
Its like, I should listen to my mum at first, but I know, if I did, I will always regret for not chasing my dream, and
I might not be able to meet him anyway.

Today, the day of result released. I got 3.5 
It sounds awesome, I think its awesome too,
but I know I can score even better,
I gave it up the very last min.
I don't really focus on my exam
I don't study well on study week.

Maybe this is the lesson to me, 
Don't study too hard at the beginning.

Somehow, the most important thing is,
finally I dare to tell people that,
I AM AN ACCOUNTING STUDENT,
I don't study science anymore. 

bluekkkkkk :pppp

只因为不想浪费而把有醋的面吃完，
造成了不可收拾的结局
胃痛到眼泪不停的滴下来
生病真的很痛苦!

今天看到他 为了买水给我吃药，跑到气喘喘的样子
觉得很心疼，心里面却有股暖暖的感觉
有人为我而奔波，照顾我的感觉真的很好

有时候 打自己只为了看他生气 心疼的样子
虽然生气又舍不得骂我 只能像小媳妇般 哄我 纠正我
有时候假装生气只为了看他费劲全力来逗我开心的样子
觉得很好笑 可是又得憋着，都快得内伤了!
有时候真的很想每天生病让你来照顾我!! xDD

因为你 很多时候 我都觉得 很幸福! <3

Loner's post :x

Waiting is what I have been doing these days..
Waiting not only need patience but love and understanding to do it.
I'm a failed gf, doing this is hard for me but I'm trying.

Trying to forget him, don't want to think about him, find something to do,
make myself busy whole day, I don't text him first, I don't ask him to find me etc
I feel so bored sighsssss :( I dont want to be loner! Helppppppppppp :/

致情侣

如果交往了却从来没有和对方有未来遐想的，很快就会断了
如果交往了和伴侣一起策划未来却没有付诸行动的，很快就会散了
如果交往了，只是一方一直默默的为未来而付出，很快也会分了
 
一个伴侣不是用外表或金钱来衡量，至少我不是
一个伴侣也不是用所谓的规则来绑着，这不是爱
一个伴侣更不是用所谓的最低标准来选择，那还不如买只公仔

当你和一个人交往，你就要付责任，尤其是男生，责任重大！
试想，一个女人的容貌、青春是相当有限的，
一交往，就是等于把外来的男生全部挡住，不看，不想，
眼光、心思只放在你身上，如果她把自己交给了你，信任你
你却不珍惜，不负责任，那么那个女的真的是欲哭无泪
而女方的责任不止是挡住外来的诱惑，忠诚于对方，
当然还有体贴，包容还有将心比心
最重要是不要过于戏剧性, 男人不会每次都哄你的


交往了，事情就不一样了，
不能和异性朋友单独出去，
不能和异性朋友太靠近，
不能随便称别人为宝贝
不能和异性朋友搞暧昧，搂搂抱抱的

有很多东西都不可以做了，
也有很多东西是需要交代的，
That's why we called it "commit" into a relationship.
commitment, 如果做不到，真的很难走
不是说好像被绑住了，只是作为你的伴侣，
不可能不好奇你在做什么，在哪里，开心吗？不开心？为什么？
全部只来自于两个字 - “在乎”
当然如果你觉得那些在乎是荒唐的，那只能说你对你另一半没有那一个在乎，
所以你不明白，我只能告诉你，也许你没那么喜欢他

这些事情是不用对方开口说的， 为什么？
因为这是理所当然的事情，
如果把对方放在第一二顺位，
这些事都会自动的
时时牵挂着对方，就算不联系也好
总会在心里留一个位置给他
就算再忙再累再爱睡也好，
也会发一则信息给另一半，
不为什么， 只因为“牵挂”

如果有了另一半，却没有我以上所列出来的，
好好考虑吧，不爱就放手

熊猫

亲爱的，我懂你最近心情不怎么好，我也不知道该怎样安慰你，
只想说，无论你做什么决定，我都会支持的! 4年就好，再忍忍吧
四年就好，努力读书吧! 我们一起努力! 一起共创未来! 

你说的，买不到真正的熊猫，你说你要生一个女儿给我，记得，是你生女儿给我! xD
让我把她打扮成熊猫! xDD 

 好像你们 :p

 生个比这一个可爱的女儿给我 :p

看背影就觉得很可爱! <3

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